Bintan.........Here I Come!!!!!!!!! Massage and Spa and Shopping and Sightseeing. LOL. Life is really fulfilling man.

1 more day to bintan

ok. 1 more day to PreU3 Retreat. i don't feel excited, i don't look forward to it. the mood somehow is lacking. i remember when i went to canada last year, i was so excited till i can't sleep. but now, i believe i can just sleep through Thursday and realise on Friday morning that my bag isn't pack yet? really big difference in attitude.

school as always is boring. nothing interesting about it. lessons, lessons, lessons. lectures, lectures, lectures. bored me simply to death. the only thing that still spark interest in me in school is _______ (fill in the blanks yourself) it could represent anything. :))

it's really tiring. hols pack to the brim by school lessons. i thought hols was suppose to be a time to recharge? why all the extra lessons? they are just making us more tired. i just hate this type of Education System man. to me Holidays = Rest. No lessons at all. Just pure recreation. doin the stuffs that i like and loved. going out with frenz. etc.

i feel that recently i got a little too vocal for my own good. it doesn't seem to be the original me. i seem to be finding fault with everyone and everything. Arghhhh. i really don't know la. what is happening to me? it must be because of that.

Fuck The World and Fuck Everything. and Fuck You (a human bean) especially la.

_l_ --> This finger is for You.

Ophir Expedition coming up too. :)) Here i come once again!!!

i want her

He wants to be there for Her........but is She there for someone else?

Just addiction.....pure addiction.....

Interesting Facts?
Glimpse of Hope?
Happy me?
Or izzit all just a dream?

scattered thoughts of a lost soul

Scattered Thoughts of a Lost Soul.

Enlightenment is what he seeks.

But none he gets.

Disillusion he has turned,

Critical he hopes not to be.

His life stopped when he made that choice.

Moving on doesn't seem to be a breeze.

It was too much to let go.

What does he want?

Now he doesn't know.

But for an answer, he will seek.

Why things seem to be getting from bad to worst?

Can't things be like how they were in the past?

As much as he trys not to assume, it just comes naturally,

He often ponders.

It's a bad start to a rather short week,

Nothing seems to be going his way recently.

Lady Luck seem to have abandon him.

Kick certain habits he knows he must.

But it is just not him.

Try he will, but his best may not come willingly.

What have he gotten himself into?

All he wants is to get out of this mess

It was something that should not have been started.

But it is too late to end the events set in motion.

Too many events happening at once.

Too many to cope.

Things are not what it seems to be.

Sorry does seem to be the hardest word

And now he believes

"Happily ever after" exists only in fairy tales.

The truth lies plainly for all to see.

dancing all night long

Firstly, i would like to wish my partner in crime, Sara

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY!!! *

*Note: Right now you are of legal age to do the following:

1. Have kids that you don't know about (though the legal age to have sex is 16)
2. Vote in the General Elections
3. Watch R(A) movies legally
4. Sign your own consent form (not that you have never sign before)
5. Write your own excuse letter legally
6. Watch Crazy Horse Paris
7. Help small 19 year old kids like us to sign our consent forms
8. Bring us out as we are considered as going out with an adult now

Guess what we did to celebrate this joyous occasion?

Dinner --> Strolling --> Pubbing --> Clubbing --> Home

Stage 1: We started off with dinner at Marche with the following people: Elly, Eric, Teranz, Dom, Poh Ru, Michelle, Marwinda, Farhan, Hamizah, Lyvia, Justina, Vat, Chitz and not forgetting myself and the Birthday Boy or i would say Man, Sara. it was more like a get together for frenz that have not seen each other for a long time and it was a truly wonderful time we had there.

Stage 2: Taking a train down to Clarke Quay and strolling along there in search of the perfect pub to be in. in the end, we settled for IndoChine. Elly, Teranz, Sara and i had a drink there while the others (vat, michelle, hamizah, marwinda, poh ru) went around searching for a happening club to go. we settled for a club called Desire after much searching.

Stage 3: By now, only poh ru, michelle, vat, sara and i were left. Elly and Teranz left us as they were quite tired. you should have seen elly man. she looked real shagged and yet she still accompany us. nice eh? haha. and in we went into the club. drinks first to get into the mood and there we go......Dancing to the Music. Wow. i must admit, vat is a real good dancer man. you should have seen her rock her body man! it was simply amazing. she can really shake it and move it! and there we are grooving to the music.

Shake it! Shake it! Shake it! Baby.......

we were on the dance floor for nearly 4 hours? bleahs. we could barely hear each other when we came out, all thankz to us standing just below the speakers. haha. and our legs were like jelly, no joke about that. another day perhaps we will club till morning.

Chitz. you owe us a clubbing trip or treat for abandoning us. wahahaha.

Finally, it was home sweet home for all of us. Econ Tution and Kayaking later. bleahs. i wonder whether can i take it. haha. i hope i do not fall asleep on the kayak. Mini Expedition later to Palau Ubin from Pasir Ris. Palau Ubin, Here i come!!!

sk is a flirt

Confessions from the Pope!!!

::eric-thomas clarence :. veritas vos liberabit :: :: says:
yes i am a flirt

what is wrong with our dear Eric Thomas Clarence Tan Seng Kiat? he just can't seem to make up his mind to which girl he likes.

: eric-thomas clarence :. veritas vos liberabit :: ::says:
i love hanis

followed by

: eric-thomas clarence :. veritas vos liberabit :: :: says:
i love caihua

and finally,

: eric-thomas clarence :. veritas vos liberabit :: :: says:
i love phoebe

haha. extracts from conversations with him. loving so many girls at once when some of us do not even have the luxury of choosing.

the fishes in the pond are plenty for him and limited for us. the envy of many men perharps?

popular among girls and unpopular among guys? haha. we will never know. *winks

i let you come to the conclusion yourself. Think man!!! the answer is obvious. There can be only one answer :P

why did things turn out like this?

haha. while on the train back home yesterday after a movie cum shopping cum dinner with dom, sara and teranz who join us only for the movie, i saw a publicity poster from Republic Poly. and guess what it says on it "Prove yourself without mugging" haha. i guess this is the phrase that best describe a few of my classmates and myself. but it does not always give us the results that we desire at times.

release of A Levels yesterday. there were tears of joy and tears of sadness all across the nation as JC/CI students got their results which will determine their future. oh and i got a C5 for my chinese. haha. i would have cried if i have gotten any higher than a C because i have to retake my chinese. bleahs. thank god for the result.

bought a rubber piggy as companion for my rubber ducky and a couple of swords for sparring with sara. lol. i guess before long we can open a toy shop in MI(B). haha. elly and gang is going to get sooo tramatise by the piggy. :P

why did things have to turn out this way? where is Lady Luck when i needed her?