24 hours more to A Level Chinese Examinations.
24 hours more to Book In.
24 hours more to Zoo Visit.

haha. so much things to do and so little time. today was spent resting in view of the hectic week that i will have ahead. and also went out gaming with Alvin, Wei Liang and Merv. lol.

wish myself all the best. and good lucks to myself. hope lady luck din abandon me at this period man. lol.

i shall find some way to get my stuffs back. hmmmm. may have to resort to the last option. :))

back to updating my blog after such a long layoff due to tiredness and lazyness and a foul mood. shall do a summary of my life for the past few days.

didn't go school on thursday, choosin instead to go for some retail therapy with dom and bought a few things.

friday was GP exam. pretty interesting paper. haha. i did a pure sucidal question for the essay "Is Being Single Something to Be Feared" even though i know that i do not have the sufficent evidence to support, i still did it anyway coz i have very strong feelings for it and also it sorta reflected my mood at that point of time. i do not think that being single is something to be feared. but i think it shld be respected and treasured. coz being in a relationship sucks esp with girls who think the whole world abt themselves.

saturday went to TTC for my history trip briefing following which was a BBQ at Pasir Ris then Mervin, Alvin and Wei Liang dropped by my hse jus only and we talk some kok under my house.

coming up soon. History Field Trip to Hanoi, Vietnam. haha. hope it is as interesting as it sounds. will be away trying to do sth funny there and not get caught in typical bertie fashion. haha. it would be a challenge to pit wits with Miss Norah who happens to look and sounds fierce. would be an interesting exchange. :)) haha. time to put rusty skills to good use alr.

i still stand by what i say about girls irregardless of what opinions others may have. you are entitle to your own opinion and so am i. if you know me well enough you shld knw that i am not one that will back down from sth that i have decided, said or done. i stand by my actions and words. i also do not come to such conclusion but rather i would rather trust the opposite party. but sadly to say this trust that i once use to possess for these people is sorely lacking here. seriously, the past controversies that i went thru involving these few girls really change my opionion about them. you can nearly say that i do not entirely trust girls at this point of time except for a choice few.

haiz. all i ask for is just wanting to get it back. is it really that hard? i mean your actions are jus further irritating me and making me super suspicious of your actions which i am.

A Proven Fact: Girls are Untrustworthy, Hypocritical, Backstabbing, Lying Bitches.

sorry to say but it is coz of some females that makes all the females look bad. fucking black sheeps.

Trust is something that once lost can never be regain. i trusted you once but it's hard to say now. so let's jus settle all debts between us and call it an end. if you are reading this, you know what i am talkin about. let's jus say that i am assuming, which i always do. the signs are there. so do not blame me for assuming it this way coz you make it so. i may be at fault to a certain extent, but so are you.

GIRLS ARE NOTHING BUT TROUBLE FOR GUYS

it doesn't pay to be Nice......

i don't think i can ever see it again :((

haha. better update my blog otherwise louisa will come ask me how come never update again :P

FFF was really present in MI yesterday. though the crowd wasnt that fantastic, the atmosphere was one that is befitting of a carnival. well, i also cannot comment much coz i was missing for the entire carnival. haha. but during the time when i happen to be walking around, there happen to be quite a crowd man.

ok. i have a confession to make. came late for the carnival with yasmeen and farhan then later not long after i disappear to go look for raihan and spend the whole day with her after she knock off at 1. but at least i did ask my frenz that i saw there to come and buy from our stall in the canteen. keke. my only contribution for the carnival.

well, today was more or less a typical sunday. wake up, watch cartoon, go tution, have dinner, come home. nothing meaningful to mention though.

here's my schedule for the next few weeks, freaking packed to the brim. if you wanna ask me out, jio me on the days that i am free.

Schedule

22nd May: Movie & Dinner

23rd May: Possible Gym session with Dom

24th May: Possible Shopping Trip for Vietnam Trip

25th May: Unavailable

26th May: General Paper Examinations

27th May: BBQ @ ECP

28th May: Unavailable

29th May: A Level Chinese

30th May: IACE (Inbound) Singapore Zoo

31st May to 4th June: Vietnam History Trip

5th June to 11th June: IACE (Inbound)

12th June to 18th June: Possible Changkat Changi Leadership Training Camp (any 4days)

19th June to 21st June: Free

22nd June to 24th June: Air Specialist Course

25th June: Rest

see, nearly everyday is packed to the brim. hmmm. i think when i go Vietnam and IACE better bring some of my notes to study too. lol. otherwise i will start to fail my subjects again.

FFF (Fun Fair Frenzy)

everyone, teachers, staffs, students were busy with our upcoming fun fair which was goin to occur later at Toh Tuck campus. lol. they all seem to be hard at work, every class except our class. my class can't seem to be bothered about the funfair with only the same few people with a few other additions helping out. the rest? doin what they do best. pretend that it all didn't happen. thank god, i am only spending a few more months with them. bet with you, they will pull off a Houdini later unless i am being too judgemental here? lol. jus being typical bertie here. as long as i have a dislike for you, everything about you comes under my scrutiny and everything that you do seem to be wrong.

went over to Toh Tuck today to set up the stall. bleahs. i think for our stall we can actually set up on the day itself coz there is nothing much to set up. well, this funfair doesn't seem to entice me to play a more active role. spend the rest of the time slacking in the library while waiting for Raihan. lol. but in the end she needed to stay to do the banner then i also quite slpy due to the aircon and comfortable seats in the library decide to postphone our "date" till after the funfair tmr provided we both not tired which i think we will be la. haha.

oooh. and Louisa is baking Ai Xin Bing Gang (Love Biscuits). lol. and lucky me will get a few frm her. birthday gift from her. rofl. shall do a little promotion here coz apparently she got quite a lot of orders. so ya. the bing gang comes in the shape of a heart and i think it's choc type. lol. and it sounds nice. so shld be quite nice to eat too la. :))

girls are simply terrible creatures. liars, con artists, manipulators, cheats. you name it and they are. ya. this is a personal attack on some girls that i know but not all. it is because of these some girls that girls everywhere are getting a bad name. however, there are really some nice girls which are totally not like them, can't these few girls jus learn from them? one example that i can quote would be elly. she is definitely not like your average girl and she is definitely not like how i describe them up there. these few black sheeps should really learn from her. and yes, i am NOT talking about my classmates if that is what you are thinking. i am talking about some girls that i know from outside.

they claim to be Alpha Females. they are fierce. they are strong willed. they are stubborn. they are backstabbers. they think that they know everything. they think that they are equal to males in every aspect. whatever we males can do they can do too, but that is bullshit. you can never be and will never be. it is just a dream that you all are living in. wake up dude!

when they want something from you, they will be really nice. and after they get that something from you, they will just suddenly turn around and bite you. can't they jus stop being like this? aren't they being very hypocritical? so what if i am being sexist here?

yes, i do not care if after reading you feel unhappy with me or wat? i think enough is enough. one has to really draw the line somewhere and i am tryin to be real nice and patient here but you are just pushin it. and i have had enough of the nonsense alr. all i want is just a simple thing from you. is it really so hard to give? things have never indeed been the same and it never will be. could be my fault could be your's but i just don't plain care already. you are a chapter of my past, a mistake that i learnt and you will remain so.

ok. i do not want to say more. if not i think i will reveal wh0 these girls are and i would say more nasty things. after all mrs tan is correct to say that nothing good comes out from my mouth. i am your worst critic. yes. i am fuming mad inside though i may be nice to you and i am really sick of all of these.