untimely hour

here i am sitting in front of the com at this untimely hour and blogging. such days are goin to be over soon, i'm afraid as the dawning of the reopening of school looms over my head. as much as i do not want hols to end, it is ending. how nice if time can stop or i can reverse time. this hols has been pretty fun and interesting with its joys and its sorrows, its ups and its downs. it would be a pretty memorable one for me i guess.

as the year draws towards an end, let's reflect.....

thinking back to a conversation that i have to elly and sk seperately, i guess it is pretty hard for me to put down the past and move towards the future. i can say that my greatest regret ever since i came to MI was to letting my relationship with cheryl go after we are so close to being together. can say it is the worst mistake i made which i lived to regret it now. maybe i wasn't ready for a relationship then, neither would i be now unless someone like cheryl or yolanda comes along i believe it is pretty hard for me to get into a relationship. certain occurances over this year has change my perspective of a relationship.

someone ask me once to choose between girl A and girl B. sounds familiar? haha. because i ask the same person to do the same thing and now this person is getting revenge. girl A is someone that i can confide in and have lots of fun while girl B is someone that makes me feel different and i feel a sense of protectiveness for her. this person claims that girl A will be your very good friend while girl B will be a very good girlfriend. how true? i am not really sure too. but the reasons given does make sense and i am inclined in a way to believe.

in some ways being in an open relationship is much better. using farhan and inez as an example, this will be a relationship that i cannot see myself inside. i think i will back out after awhile if my other half is too demanding and pampered. not that pampering girls is not good but i feel that there should be a limit.

surprise it ain't studies eh? haha. that can probably be the least of my worries except for economics. i suck in that subject man. i can never understand the theories and i seek to create new theories unheard off in economics much to the chagrin of the teachers. haha.

NCC is also another source of worry. i am yet to find my successor. haha. and boy, am i waiting to finally step down and be a normal CLT till April at least, a normal student. can say NCC took up most of my time but as the new year approaches i hope i can learn to be like Jin Fu. Ultimate Mugger. haha. but i doubt so because i really like last min studying and the praying for miracles. and i feel that i am able to perform through last min studyin rather than accumulated hardwork. well, this is tried and proven. lol.

about my day, it is like any normal holiday. wake up, catch my cartoons, read, sleep, eat, go out. normal routine. haha. unless something comes along and disrupts it.

48 more hours to Christmas