Monday, January 30, 2006

very true for guys

Something Very True For Guys with Girlfriends.....

My girlfriend dresses to kill. She also cooks the same way.

My girlfriend and i were happy for 20 years. Then we met.

A good girlfriend always forgives her husband when she is wrong.

When a man steals your girlfriend, there is no better revenge than to let him keep her.

I have not spoken to my girlfriend in 18months- I don't like to interupt.

My girlfriend told me i should be more affectionate. So i got myself 2 girlfriends.

A man said that his credit card was stolen but he decided not to report it since the thief was spending much less than his girlfriend.

Man is Imcomplete until he is married. Then he is Finished.

After a quarrel, a wife said to her husband, "You know, i was a fool when i married you.'' The husband replied: " yes dear, but i was in love and i didn't notice."

Sunday, January 29, 2006

Chinese New Year

Wishing All a Very Happy Chinese Lunar New Year!!!

Gong Xi Fa Cai!!!

May Wealth, Prosperity & Health be with You......

not a rather exciting day. the chinese new year atmosphere is missing. hope tomorrow will be a better day :)

why do i always feel scared to face her and to see her? it was over a long time ago but the hurt is still there. guess it is coz she was my first. did i really hurt her that much? hmmm. i wil never knw.

a reflection for this chinese lunar new year.....

Saturday, January 28, 2006

1 more day to CNY

HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR EVE!!!!

Something meaningful for this Chinese New Year Eve....

Once upon a time, there was an island where all the feelings lived: Happiness, Sadness, Knowledge, and all of the others, including Love.

One day it was announced to the feelings that the island would sink, so all constructed boats and left. Except for Love.Love was the only one who stayed. Love wanted to hold out until the last possible moment.When the island had almost sunk, Love decided to ask for help.Richness was passing by Love in a grand boat.

Love said, "Richness, can you take me with you?"Richness answered, "No, I can't. There is a lot of gold and silver in my boat. There is no place here for you."Love decided to ask Vanity who was also passing by in a beautiful vessel. "Vanity, please help me!""I can't help you, Love. You are all wet and might damage my boat," Vanity answered.

Sadness was close by so Love asked, "Sadness, let me go with you.""Oh . . . Love, I am so sad that I need to be by myself!"Happiness passed by Love, too, but she was so happy that she did not even hear when Love called her.

Suddenly, there was a voice, "Come, Love, I will take you." It was an elder. So blessed and overjoyed, Love even forgot to ask the elder where they were going.

When they arrived at dry land, the elder went her own way. Realizing how much was owed the elder, Love asked Knowledge, another elder, "Who Helped me?""It was Time," Knowledge answered."Time?" asked Love. "But why did Time help me?"

Knowledge smiled with deep wisdom and answered, "Because only Time is capable of understanding how valuable Love is."

Friday, January 27, 2006

2 days to CNY

what an interesting day it was today. had buffet at Parish International Buffet. haha. the food there is average and the price sky high. not recommended to eat. :) well, as expected the same few people turn up again with the exception of a few others. and from what i heard school was quite fun today unlike celebrations from previous years. with games and a lion dance performance.

and Teranz, Dom, Sara & i caught the much acclaimed last martial arts epic of Jet Li- Fearless or Huo Yuan Jia. the movie is nice because of the fighting scenes and moves but is lacking in a storyline. some parts are just left hanging. i think Jet Li is much better in Once upon a Time in China than in this current movie.

CNY is coming up and i wanna get into that festive mood already man. Hongbaos plenty plenty. hope i have a bountiful collection this year man.

Tuesday, January 24, 2006

4 more days to CNY

school is boring today man. that is god's own truth. i nearly rotted in class but my partner in crime, sara was there to save the day. by keeping me entertain, especially during history. kudos to him man.

well, chinese class was not that boring today and is not as horrible as how some others picture it. as we only had a 15mins lesson before she let us off. haha and it was hilarious seeing people running away from classes and being smug about chaoing classes especially if it is chinese class. it is way amusing and i cant help but be amused. ooh. and we ended off the day with dinner at Sakae Sushi. yum yum. i guess if we were to stay longer there, they would run at a lost. :P

escaping class is nothing.
it is not an art.
neither is it a skill.
it requires neither skills nor brains.

all you have to do is just to pack your bag and walk out of school. if you get caught by teachers all the best to you. but if you don't, you are just plain lucky so jus go carry on doin what you are suppose to do and don't gloat about it as someday it will come back to haunt you.

i admit that i am a veteran in escaping from classes. this is something that i went through in secondary school and refined in MI. and i dun feel smug about it. why? it is jus a normal routine that i do frequently last year and not this year. coz there is more freedom in here as compared to secondary school. guess the reason that some people get a high from running away from class is that they have never done before. it is just like drinking for the first time. totally inexperience? totally amateurish? and you will develope an addiction to it overtime. but i guess everyone will have this feeling sometimes and they are entitle to it. amazing eh how escaping class can make a person feel smug?

reflecting about the past

last year, i ran away from classes with a few other like-minded "liberals", we were never really caught and punished.....

i remember an incident back when i was still new to the school, it was during teacher's day. Mark, Nat, Davis, Khai and i escape school to go back to secondary school and we were caught as the teachers tallied their attendance. back then we thought tat we will get punished. but guess what, we were told to write an apology letter for running away.

another incident took place last year, when i returned from my trip to Canada. i escaped all the literature lessons that were taught by Toh Tuck Campus teachers and i was never caught till nearing promotional exams. and that was a mistake on my part as i ran away on the day that many others choose to run away too.

these are only a few of the many incidents whereby i escape from school.

most of the time that i ran away from school was not to go home and rest. rest was probably the last thing on my mind back then. but rather to dedicate these precious moments to the two thing that took my youth away- NCC & Her. thinking about it now, i do not regret my actions as i have served to the best of my ability as my creed demands and putting others' interest above my own. "my cadets first always, myself last always" i have also forged a great relationshop with whoever that i choose to spend that special time with. :) however, i strongly urged others not to follow in my footsteps and do it over and over again as it becomes an indulgence that we can ill afford as we prepare for our A Levels Exams this year. as quoted by joy tan "it is only 10months more till your A's, if you minus off the holidays and weekends, you do not have much time to prepare." but escaping from class and goin home is not the option however much these people may beg to differ. studying hard do not gurantee you an A level pass. a tried and proven theory that have claim many victims over the years.

some of us are not what you will call a "hardworking" student, we are probably a teacher's worst nightmare. i myself was probably joy tan's worst student and she always gets stress up and fed up over me. resulting in myself being known as her favourite student. i do mind it. getting attention from teachers is not what i want to achieve. i don't really care if it is good or bad attention. to me, attention is attention, doesn't matter good or bad. what is the point of being happy jus because the teacher pays special attention to you? the world do not centre around you. all teachers treats the students the same way. interesting it doesn't give me a top of the world feeling but it gives some this feeling. YAY! You are on your way to getting a A. haha. *rolls over laughing. oops :) i dun mind sayin hi to teachers and even talk cock with them but sucking up to them? nah. i believe in getting all these done through results which of coz i have achieve. otherwise i would not have dare post this here. it will be very embarassing if refuted. you still have quite a number of people to beat if u wanna get there. :) dun be sad. some day, some time, some how, you will do it. well, joy tan is now on perfect terms with me because i have proven myself together some others namely, Sara, SK, Dom, Teranz. this is how you should do it.

haha. a funny incident i remember. Benny lim always think that sara and i have alot of breaks. because we keep walkin up and down, up and down, with no bags and at a leisure pace. and he never fail to ask us "break again" initially i thought "wth, picking on us again, nothing to do." but as i think about it now. i guess he is jus tryin to forge a teacher-student relationship with us. and he is taking the first step. communication is the way. well, i think he ROCKS. same can be said for Joy Tan. She ROCKS too. impression do change over time. :)))

once upon a time, we were tipped to get retain as we miss many valuable lessons and we keep failing everything. no teachers had faith in us passing and being there at year 3. i admit that spurred me on to study as it created a seige mentality. what spurred me on even more to study too was the many study sessions that i had with yue yun, i guess she is really my motivation. i have never studied so hard over such a long period before. retaining is not an option for me. and when it comes to studies, i do not twist the truth. when i say i never study, i really never study unlike some people who just cant help but lie to one's own friends. so don't accuse me of doing something that i obviously have not.

and guess what! lady luck was really shining very brightly on us, we manage to make it through. while others have to struggle through and it is not normal others that i am talkin about here but rather people who have studied piously throughout the year and they are whom we, slackers consider them as hardworking muggers. but i have my doubts. it could be due to exam pressure that they are unable to perform or it could jus boil down to the fact that they are just plain dumb and have a shocking lack of common sense to understand the question. but WAIT, these people are not prone to having pressures and breakdown as they have opening admit. so i must give them the benefit of doubt. which means that my 2nd suggestion could be correct. they are just dumb and lack common sense. in other words, they are just like any typical student, lumping all the points down without considering whether it is relevant or not.

not that i look down on them, or i am feeling damn cocky over this, as it is the general impression that one will get upon readin this comments. the point that i am tryin to put across is that what matters is what you study and how you apply it. listening in class and teacher teaching are jus gateways, opening you up to the entire topic. how you walk that route is totally up to you. it matters not if you study all day and you study all night. so what? does it really mean a thing? ya. you do know your topic. Congratulations! but quality answers are always prefer over quantity answers. and these is what some of my classmates both former and present fail to understand, resulting in mediocre marks or total failure. it is a very simple logic. common sense can intepret it.

our history teacher, benny lim commented "it is the attitude that matters" if you set your mind to doin it. you can. i agree with him on that as attitude really matters in everything you do. "with the right attitude, you can achieve" is one of the values that my secondary school, St Gabriel's tried to instill in us. i believe this to be true as i quote an NCC example, my Part Ds put in a very positive attitude, never giving up even if the odds are against them and they have achieve much, making a name for themselves and winning many medals along the way.

i do not regret what i blog about here and i will blog about worst stuffs if ever the need arise as it is a freedom of speech out here. some people would have that impression that this is a start of a blog war. well, it is not. these people know who you are. and it is not jus an individual but individuals.

if you are interested in knowing more whoever you are, jus come straight to my face and i will tell u exactly what i think and what i feel, coz i dun really care about how or what you think. if you make me out to be the guy that i am. you are wrong. i can be real nasty if i want to, jus that i treat you as my friend or peer and refrain from doin it. i can treat you as a cadet of mine :) . but intimidation and instilling of fear is not the way to build bonds and friendship. :)

but as we all know, results in school do not matter much as it will not be counted in our final A levels Cert. :)

Monday, January 23, 2006

5days to CNY

everyone seems to be experiencing monday blues man. short temper, lack of patience, stoning. and the beginning of backstabbing? not generally but rather among certain people. well, once again. scandals reign supreme here. what new scandals did we uncover today. shocking and hiliarious. and i guess my stint as a clown today was a utter failure today. :P no more clowning around man. :( i rather stick with what i do best. passing witty comments with my partner in crime, Sara.

hmmm. guess it's getting boring to post. coz there is nothing much to post about also. school, home, sleep then the cycle repeats itself again. when will it end? anyways on the bright side, CNY is 5 days away. $$$ inflow. and wth. eric spend $680 on clothes? that is like nearly 5 times of what i spend man? arrrrgh. haha. i must rob him someday.

anways, i guess i am gettin lame here. shall not continue further.

adious

Sunday, January 22, 2006

sunday, 22nd Jan 06

what a meeting we had yesterday. haha. my first offical HQ meeting this year and definitely not one of my last. guess what, the CLTs and SAF Officers plan to confer a new post to me for Camp Feast and other camps or events pior to me stepping down- CLT Mentor. hell, i feel so old man. and what is the job task? mentoring the junior CLTs there coz i am one of the very experienced CLTs there. bleahs.

haha. anyway that is the post i will be taking up for Camp Feast which i will be going for reasons known to me and me alone. :) well, it does falls on Valentine's Day. worst come to worst. Spend Valentine's Day with my Part B girls. haha. all of them :P

6 more days to CNY. All hail to the Dogs :P

Friday, January 20, 2006

unity is strength

whoppieeeee..... today is such a nice day.

benny lim let us off early claiming that we are old enough to think for ourselves and he dun need to keep us back like small kids. haha. and some of us were saying that it was because he himself dun wanna stay back till so later also. school was a little boring today and the dudes all suddenly went into depression mode. i think it is because of the weather and the fact that it is a friday and we are all feeling friday blues.

next up, finally our after program can kick in.

Teranz, Dom & i started off our mini excursion with a visit to Sim Lim Square to help Inez to get her nano socks. see we are such nice people. haha.

then we went on to Marina Square to catch "Memoirs of a Geisha" which i personally like the movie despite whatever critics may have to say about the movie. it is a movie that i feel is worth watching.

dinner at glutton"s bay. i do not recommend you to eat the fried prawn mee there. the standard has really dropped from the lastime that i had went there to eat which is like not that long ago. and we met rahimah and azhar there, exchanging gossips over dinner was what we did. :) well, what can i say, we belong to a school of scandals.

finally, the Main event of our mini excursion has finally arrive. CNY shopping. haha. i think somehow somewhere, my dear yue yun has influence me with the shopping bug man. coz i am shopping more than usual. and i seem to enjoy it? it does have its drawbacks beside being able to relive stress. haha. and i spend quite a bit, nearly overspending in the process.

well, tomorrow maybe another shopping trip. this time with elly and eric. provided eric can faster confirm. sometimes he is jus like old woman man :) haha. oops. and back to HQ NCC again tomorrow for 2 meetings which are suppose to run at the same time and i am suppose to be in both meetings. -_- interestingggggg.........

Thursday, January 19, 2006

repost

FUCK
FUCK
FUCK

depress. jus came to me suddenly. opening of old wounds and bringing back memories that i would rather forget. it was a mistake that i hope to forget and if ever the chance passes me by to rectify it. but it is too late, she is gone like the wind......

i am shock

ok. i am recovering from a severe case of shock here. our dear eric just shock me. seriously traumatised man.

anyways, had a very fun training today though i may bitch about it alot. haha. yue yun seem to have this very interesting theory that even though we may bitch alot about training and such the moment we get there, things start to change, we find ourselves enjoying it more and more? guess that is so true man. but i guess that when it is time for me to leave, i will really feel sadness and regretfulness as i spend 3 very meaningful years with this bunch of cadets which i can call my own. despite the many funny things that they do to jus irk me. :P

haha. mr koh also quoted something that is pretty interesting and this has never cross my mind before as i believe i have never thought of it this way. he said that the part Ds and the other cadets look upon us, the clts, like some God-like figure and with us leaving it will just leave a gap there which he think will be a little hard for the teachers or any others to fill in time to come. interesting observation from a really interesting teacher. haha.

well, today selection went on rather smoothly i must say. with a record number for the guys. 80 cadets (males). and according to reliable sources we are the CCA with the most number of recruitment this year. and this is not including the females. well, talking about the females, pretty interesting to note that there are several pretty ones in there. a rarity in NCC. haha. jus some random comment here.

it seems pretty interesting to be desperate after being single for so long and it amuses me. but ya. i am not availble and am not really that interested in lookin despite what i may had said. if she comes along, she comes along. and i think that i may have found her.....

Tuesday, January 17, 2006

school sucks

happy birthday brenda!!! haha. i know you but you don't know me but just wish you coz it is your birthday today :P

school as quoted by a few of my classmates is mentally draining. we seem to be losing brain cells and sleep faster than we can replenish them. i guess at the rate that we are going, by the time we take our A levels we are soooo stress out and dead already. schhol is not yet into its first month and all of us are feeling these type of symptoms. i wonder how are we goin to survive at the rate in which we are going.

quite a few people have fallen victim to fatigue in school. the most prominent being Sara, my indian partner in crime. and they choose to take the day off to rest. i guess my turn will come soon whereby i will jus stay home and rest.

training tomorrow. when can it ever end? i gave 2 good years of service to the Corps and am now entering my 3rd year. retirement is what i yearned. i have fulfilled my obligation at Changkat and how i longed to go back to St Gab's. i have seen my Part Ds transformed from boys to men. and i am proud of them. they are the ones that have indeed put Changkat on the map of NCC. not myself nor my fellow CLTs.

St Gab's in my own personal opinion is an ailing unit. it is no longer the force it once was when i was still a cadet there. 3 times Best Unit (Air) in a span of 5 years. it is no mean feat for a young unit like us however, the drive and the ambition do not exist now as the current batch of specialists would rather rest on their laurels and not build on from where we left off. it is crumpling. but i see this drive and hunger in Changkat. Could it be the reason that i stayed?

A lofty ambition that Alvin, Wei Liang, John and myself shared and set out to achieve when we first came to Changkat. To get both best unit and gold unit. this lofty dream is manifasting itself into reality as i believe that this will soon be a possiblity. best unit., maybe not. but gold unit is possible.

looking back at the past 3 years in MI, i can say that i really got promoted by Lady Luck and not consistent work. i dun think i got to the next year based on hard work because those that knw me knws hardworking and i are like world aparts. i onli mug when exams are jus around the corner, bumming around most of the time.

well, but guess what, my results are not that bad. unlike some people whom i deemed as hardworking jus mug and mug and at the end of the day just lose to slackers like myself and others. isnt that a little disgracin if you come to think abt it? I guess all they lack off is jus a little thinny whinny bit of common sense. which idiot will lump every point down in an essay and these points most of which are irrelevent to the question. quantity does not mean that it is quality work. i can have the longest essay but someone with a fairly shorter essay can beat me hands down because he as something that i don't - analytical skills

Do you know what is the difference between us and them? unlike these so called "muggers", we study smart and they study hard. that could be the reason why there are so many dudes left in class though some of them had study both hard and smart. however, sadly to say there are some cases of retention that we must sympathise with and how nice if they are still my classmates and not some other of my current classmates.

just seeing them, keeping to themselves and not bothering about what is happening in the class irks me. i mean, c'mon man we are classmates. can you at least try to bond with the class instead of just acting like some know-all, a different caste from us and whispering whenever some comments are being pass? how would you like it if i do the same in your face? i can if i want to and i'll do it worst, trust me on that. however, i will not degrade myself to that level.

if one don't know something, jus tell the teacher that one don't, is it really that hard? will it result in a loss of face? doesn't mean that if you don't know how to do, the teacher will look down on u? if one have that thinkin, i can assure you that these people will not make it far in life. life is about making mistakes and learning from them. however, these people are not. they are just plain childish and downright stupid. i honestly don't think they have a shred if intelligence in themselves man. however, others may give them the benefit of doubt. considering that these people did indeed make it that far.

personally, i don't mind helping the school in some ways. say if they need help for CNY decoration . why not? i mean aft all this is my-our school. doin a little service will not make a lesser man rite? quite complaining and make yourself useful man. like as if just a few hours doing such stuff will affect your overall A levels grade. we are no longer primary school kids but rather studyin in an institute that offers A levels. in other words, we are nearly adult. teachers do not need to be looking out for us. but rather we should have that responsibility to do the right thing due to the level of trust that the teachers place in us and not whine like some small kid that has just lost his favourite toy.

some people just lack social ettiquette. PR sucks. how to survive in the working world next time? you will just be left behind by society as the rest of us progresses. my advice to these people: do something about yourself as a person. go for a makeover both mentally and physically

now that my job is nearly done, i can finally put aside my responsiblities and do what i never manage to do. having a normal life. free from responsibility and worries which of course mean getting a gf? :P nah. if she meant to come, she will come. whoppie though i sorta got someone in mind? and like what terrence like to say "you'll never figure it out."

Monday, January 16, 2006

16th Jan 06

what a freaking long day we have in school today man. it was really a killer. 5 straight periods without a single break and no taechers seem to have took pity on us man. :( life in year 3 is really sad man and it sucks big time. PE lesson was yet another killing session. with Mr Rum working muscles which we though were non existent but it was not as bad as the previous ones.

piled with homwork is what happen to all of us man as we attempt to finish all our homework. all sorts of homework we are getting. from history to literature to GP, the teachers are not letting us off. puttin our brilliant minds to good use seem to be the objective of the various teachers. they are not letting the normal troublemakers to start creating their trouble again man.

oh and mark said some words of wisdom today man. "get youself a year1 girlfriend, so that when you get out of NS she would be studyin uni with you, provided both of u are stil together and both make it to uni" guess i will agree with him fully man. the age gap is not that great and you have a young and pretty girlfriend if u have good taste. what more can a guy ask for?

life currently sucks big time man. no girlfriend, no life, no time. :P

would i really ever get around to looking for a proper girlfriend? haha. guess if i find someone like cheryl is more than enough for me alr :) not that hard to get me if u happen to be like cheryl. i jus have the hots for girls like her :P hmmm and there is that commitment problem. but well with NCC near gone, i guess i am more or less free!! but there is still some personal issues to settle which i don't care to share.

Sunday, January 15, 2006

another day again

whoopieeee. back again with another post for the day. hmmm. basically nothing much to blog about la. jus some random stuffs here.

went for a mini window-shopping trip at Toa Payoh just now at the Pasar Malam and some of the shops there. looking out for CNY clothes that would have caught my eye. but so far none have done so. looking forward for the shopping trip next week man when i can have a little bit of retail therapy.

HOMEWORK!!! The Bane of students. jus found out that there is much more homework than what i initially thought. this is really bad man...... and the best thing is 5 straight periods tomorrow straight after PE. Arghhhhh...... haha saddening

another long week ahead tomorrow. i really miss her, time is really against me man. age is not a factor when you are in love. as love draws people of all ages together.

Changkat Orientation

this entry is one day late as i slept the whole day yesterday. was darn tired.

haha. it was Changkat Orientation yesterday and i would say we did really very well for both the guys and girls. All thankx to the part Ds for making it possible man. our's was like the nicest booth around man. whooo and that is not the only thing that is nice there man. the Dance Club Girls are super HOT, SEXY & not to mention PRETTY man!!! what a nice view wei liang and i had. haha. and some of my part Ds were like wanting to intro them to us. not that i mind but ya. seems funny. :P oooh and there was that St. John cadet officer. she's another pretty girl man. heex. that is someone i dun mind knowing. well, guo sheng did attempt to intro but ya. rather go do it myself. haha. and my part Ds were like jioing the pretty sec1s to join. and there were quite alot. and some of them sign up with us. new frenz? :P ok make all of us sound des. but wat to do? we are just being guys. oooh. and we saw Alvin's cousin yesterday. looks kinda nerdy. but basically yesterday was a gal-watching session for us man.

lunch was on me as i treated the part Ds to a long overdue treat. ha. and it happen to be say kok's birthday also. double celebration? perharps man. wow and i stayed there talking cock with them from lunch till dinner time man. coming home and sleeping. bleahs.

sk went for recce yesterday in town for CNY shopping. haha. and can say he sorta spotted some of the things that i wanted to buy. and according to him, he saw benny lim there. haha. and all this while we were thinking that he got no life. haha. Shopping Trip up and coming man.

Thursday, January 12, 2006

another horrendous pe session

school is really gettin interesting day by day and i am not talking about the lessons but rather the happenings between the more lively guys as compared to the rather dead girls with the exception of a few.

pe was once again a torture as we have our mock tests yet again. followng which we had a physical conditioning session that was simply filled with animalistic pleasure as we were instructed to mimic the actions of animals. for eg. duck walk, crocodile walk, leopard crawl. numbness was what we felt after all these vigourous exercises.

somehow i feel that the history teachers are picking on both sara and i (partners-in-crime). benny lim seems to think that sara and i have a lot of breaks as everytime he would bump into us ghosting along the school's corridors. and he will always ask us this same question "break again?" ok. i admit that the 2 of us were indeed ghosting around but not all the time. it is just that we always seem to bump into him. haha. as for joy tan, she happily proclaim to me today during history class that "there is no point hiding from her, as she has already set her eyes on me" CRAP!!! and sara said in a philosophical tone "it is best to avoid bert during history lesson as he is pretty dangerous coz lightning will strike wherever he is" haha.

not to sound bhb but i guess it all started eversince the 2 of us started passing history and has stuck with us eversince.

love is such a wierd thing

random post here. my lit teacher told us this a few days back when we were studying Othello.

love is such a fickle thing. one marries not because of being in love but rather feeling sentiment towards his opposite half. true love is fully experience when you take a mistress in time. committing crimes of passion and lust. the one whom you truly love is her and not your wife. therefore, No Love Please.

how far this applies to us? only time can tell as we fall in and fall out of love.

Tuesday, January 10, 2006

hari raya haji

HARI RAYA HAJI TO ALL MY MUSLIM BETHRENS OUT THERE!!!!

not an eventful day unless u count the number of hours that i slept due to the shiok weather man. sooooo nice to sleep. well, back to school tomorrow and to training after that. next on my agenda Orientation on Saturday. after which is the selection of Part As.

wheee. a few more months and i will be through. step down as OIC. resume my life as an average slacking student mugging for my A's and looking at girls? oh. of course muz add look for gf standard schoolboy response :P haha. i want a sugar mummy man!!! actually don't mind a gf few years older than me. hehe. well wat to do? older girls rocks! jus have the hots for them. ok. that was random.

hmmm. homework is piling up and chinese new year is around the corner. CNY shopping with the dudes and elly if she wanna join is next and i want that jacket i saw in G2000 man!

Monday, January 09, 2006

Back Breaking Experience

what an interesting day it was today man. went to S.H.E autograph session, can you believe it? haha. i cant believe it myself too man. well bought the album then tried to get it sign. muz say the music is not that bad

In the end, our nice big sis offered to help me get it sign as i went for dinner with dommie and teranz. guess wat, she manage to sign. but only one copy. saddening man. but what else can i say as it confirms again that ELLY ROCKS even though she didnt manage to sign it!!!! lol. thought could have surprise my dear old yue yun with an autograph copy coz i didn't manage to meet her to collect her album. apparently this plan did not materialise. come to think of it should have stayed to line up man. btw the crowd there was mad man. i never seen such long lines in my life. like some snake curling here and there. bleahs.

PE today was another killer man. 2.4km mock test and if we fail we are to go for lunch time training. it was a very bad run as many people will be going for lunch time training. Sara suspects that the timer used to take our time is rigged and came up with his theory of why it is so. haha. jibby and i were very practical. the moment we see that we could not meet the teachers' qualifyin time, we started walkin or rather strolling throughout and the teachers were asking us if we were taking a Sunday stroll or walking for the Newpaper Big Walk. lol. partners in crime man. shit man. my legs are aching worst than thurs' pe coz it has not recover fully yet. this is really bad man.

tomorrow is Hari Raya Haji and what a day to fall sick man. running nose plus slight fever all thankx to inez, sneezing in my face throughout the day due to the new formation that our class is sitting. falling sick so early in the year when it is not even the first month. coincendentally i am not the only one to fall sick. people around me are like fallin sick like yue yun, despite fallin sick still go to work. brave little girl man. :P and Khai and Marky.

in the process of planning. Chinese New Year Eve Class Dinner.

Sunday, January 08, 2006

Imagine

a day of intense raining today from dawn till dusk. rain pattering against the window sets one thinkin about what if things are different as one stares out into the endless grey surrondings that make up what we call as reality as a result of the rain.

a bit of reflection here.

imagine if mark and sonia do get together. how different things would have been now. i believe mark would be more focus and much happier than he is now. i believe it would be a happy relationship as hurting her would be the last thing that he wants to do. it will be quite a serious relationship

imagine if iggy and poh ru do get together, i believe this will be a pretty interesting relationship to watch as iggy would give his all to please her regardless of the cost and this may affect his studies. from what i see, it may be a relationship where one side is overly possessive.

imagine if terrance and elly get together. that will be another interestin relationship as one wonders how long terrance can maintain that level of interest and not stray.

imagine if sara and vat gets together, haha. total opposites. one is mature, while the other is a little childish. wonder who will wear the pants in the relationship.

imagine if the B4 Cartel is still intact and not a single member has left. how nice would that be. the funniest and the noisiest comes from there, not that we are not now but i was way funner last time. Davis, Alston, Nat, Poh Ru, Chui Yee, Chitz etc. all our fallen comrades.

imagine if i did not make that mistake, cheryl and i would probably be together now, happy enjoying ourselves and loving every moment of it and i would not be fill with a sense of regret and hopelessness as i knw that things will never ever be the same now.

if things can ever be the same for any of us...... if things can go the way we want it too..... how nice would that be? the world would be a perfect place for all of us and there would not be any regrets or sadness. however as long as Hope exists i believe that things would someday go our way.

Saturday, January 07, 2006

1st week of school

finally, the first week of school has past and that does put us 1 week closer to A's. haha. what an eventful first week it was. with both the emergence of new and old scandals that entertain us greatly despite school being really boring. and it's the weekend!!! haha. same old timetable for today. cartoon watching and bumming around at home.

arghhhh. what a pack week it is next week. changkat orientation, training, school. what a way to start the new year man. haha. but who cares? a few more mths and i will be through. might as well enjoy it while i still can. lol.

but one bad thing is that really hard to spend time with outside frenz and people. school is such a killer man. ending in the evening nearly everyday and the weekend is like spend resting. haha. guess i will not be seeing much of her and others coz she is wrking too and the others have school. and i get to bond closer with my class people. not that the guys are not bonded. ha.

Thursday, January 05, 2006

horrible day

Horror of the Day: Physical Education Lessons.

what is with pe teachers and watching us suffer man? i suspect they get this sadistic joy in watching us struggle through the various physically challenging exercises that they jus seem to invent. haha. it was a simply horrible pe lesson today and it was only the beginning. many of us are suffering from post holidays blues and after the exercises that they make us go through. NS & NCC seems way easier man. i am not joking about that. PE lessons are run militarily and the standards set is way higher than what you will find in NS & NCC. muz confess that my legs turn to jelly after the exercise man. we did 5BX with the main focus on our legs muscles and ended off with a 2.4km run. jelly legs was what all of us got after that and amazingly when it comes to the end of PE, the normal culprits for a soccer match all gathered for one and those aches are long forgotten. :P

Wednesday, January 04, 2006

what a funny day it was today

what an interesting day it was today. so many hilarious incidents happen. some of which are scandalous. some are just downright funny. but the butt of all jokes jus happen to be our Pope, Eric. shall not say much here coz it is a NON SCANDAL blog.

anyways, school is much the same man. joy tan still giving us that intimidating stare of her's that jus sends shivers down our spine. benny lim with his funny way of talking. mrs koh talking and talking and talking. but common characteristic here. the teachers all threaten to send us to detention if we fail to pass up our homework. all the teachers are also harping on the upcoming A levels exams. which jus simply adds to the already mounting pressure. class spirit also seems to be divided. Guys Vs Girls. naturally with the guys being the more lively ones, not that i am sexist or wat here.

lunch today with a surprising addition to our cartel, Inez. haha. it turn out to be a lunch cum gossip session as we gossip about old and new scandals that jus plague our daily life in MI. following which i took a train home with the dudes while the ladies caught a cab and the spoiler of the day- i have to pay adult fare. -_-

guess that is how my life will be like for the next? 10mths? arrrgh. this sucks man.

Tuesday, January 03, 2006

1st day of school

haha. 1 more day closer to A levels. and school sucks today man. GP Paper wrote story, Econ Paper wrote my own theory on investments and monopoly. haha. i think the teachers will have a very easy time marking my paper man. either that or they will be tearin out their hair in despair over my answer script. and the best out of it all, i end at 515 nearly every day except Wednesday and Friday. i want my old timetable back!!!!

today, the JLS was nearly formed. for those of you that are wonderin what it is, it is a private joke among the B4 Cartel. haha. it stands for Justice League of Singapore. winks. well, big sis, elly and small indian, sara din came school today. guess they are havin school blues jus like everyone of us. and wow. i saw 5 different versions of Martian today (another private joke). looks like got no xiao mei mei for me already man. :(

Monday, January 02, 2006

the day before school

a few more hours to school reopening. it sucks man. why can't hols jus be longer. have to wake up early, endure boring lessons, tolerate irritating teachers, hassle with the other new students for food. how great can school get man? they should have murdered that joker that created school man. this sucks!!! to add topping. GP plus Econs Paper tomorrow. first day of school somemore. wow. what else can stop me from going to school man?

YAY!!! i finally completed all 3 acts from Age of Empire 3. this game is recommended to play man. the graphics rocks and the storyline spans over 3 generations about the Black family combating against the Circle of Ossus. highly recommended to play. a must play for humans of all ages. well, now that i have finally completed it and i jus dun have the time to play guess i will jus lend it out. to who, you can go guess it yourself man.

I hate school. it is a killer man. haha. waking up early, it sucks. hope tomorrow school will be fun and nice man.

Sunday, January 01, 2006

Happy New Year

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! HELLO 2006!!! BYE BYE 2005!!!

finally, the year has drawn to a close and the start of the new year has finally began. looking back, it has been a rather interesting year for me with lots of ups and downs. too many to list. hope the year ahead would be much better than the great one i had last year.

Hello, A levels..... Bye Bye, Freedom......
Hello, School..... Bye Bye Hols.....
Hello Friends..... Bye Bye Bed

i think i am like having insomia for the past few days man. alot of things on my mind. jus that i cant really seem to find an answer and a s...