i am shock

ok. i am recovering from a severe case of shock here. our dear eric just shock me. seriously traumatised man.

anyways, had a very fun training today though i may bitch about it alot. haha. yue yun seem to have this very interesting theory that even though we may bitch alot about training and such the moment we get there, things start to change, we find ourselves enjoying it more and more? guess that is so true man. but i guess that when it is time for me to leave, i will really feel sadness and regretfulness as i spend 3 very meaningful years with this bunch of cadets which i can call my own. despite the many funny things that they do to jus irk me. :P

haha. mr koh also quoted something that is pretty interesting and this has never cross my mind before as i believe i have never thought of it this way. he said that the part Ds and the other cadets look upon us, the clts, like some God-like figure and with us leaving it will just leave a gap there which he think will be a little hard for the teachers or any others to fill in time to come. interesting observation from a really interesting teacher. haha.

well, today selection went on rather smoothly i must say. with a record number for the guys. 80 cadets (males). and according to reliable sources we are the CCA with the most number of recruitment this year. and this is not including the females. well, talking about the females, pretty interesting to note that there are several pretty ones in there. a rarity in NCC. haha. jus some random comment here.

it seems pretty interesting to be desperate after being single for so long and it amuses me. but ya. i am not availble and am not really that interested in lookin despite what i may had said. if she comes along, she comes along. and i think that i may have found her.....