school sucks

happy birthday brenda!!! haha. i know you but you don't know me but just wish you coz it is your birthday today :P

school as quoted by a few of my classmates is mentally draining. we seem to be losing brain cells and sleep faster than we can replenish them. i guess at the rate that we are going, by the time we take our A levels we are soooo stress out and dead already. schhol is not yet into its first month and all of us are feeling these type of symptoms. i wonder how are we goin to survive at the rate in which we are going.

quite a few people have fallen victim to fatigue in school. the most prominent being Sara, my indian partner in crime. and they choose to take the day off to rest. i guess my turn will come soon whereby i will jus stay home and rest.

training tomorrow. when can it ever end? i gave 2 good years of service to the Corps and am now entering my 3rd year. retirement is what i yearned. i have fulfilled my obligation at Changkat and how i longed to go back to St Gab's. i have seen my Part Ds transformed from boys to men. and i am proud of them. they are the ones that have indeed put Changkat on the map of NCC. not myself nor my fellow CLTs.

St Gab's in my own personal opinion is an ailing unit. it is no longer the force it once was when i was still a cadet there. 3 times Best Unit (Air) in a span of 5 years. it is no mean feat for a young unit like us however, the drive and the ambition do not exist now as the current batch of specialists would rather rest on their laurels and not build on from where we left off. it is crumpling. but i see this drive and hunger in Changkat. Could it be the reason that i stayed?

A lofty ambition that Alvin, Wei Liang, John and myself shared and set out to achieve when we first came to Changkat. To get both best unit and gold unit. this lofty dream is manifasting itself into reality as i believe that this will soon be a possiblity. best unit., maybe not. but gold unit is possible.

looking back at the past 3 years in MI, i can say that i really got promoted by Lady Luck and not consistent work. i dun think i got to the next year based on hard work because those that knw me knws hardworking and i are like world aparts. i onli mug when exams are jus around the corner, bumming around most of the time.

well, but guess what, my results are not that bad. unlike some people whom i deemed as hardworking jus mug and mug and at the end of the day just lose to slackers like myself and others. isnt that a little disgracin if you come to think abt it? I guess all they lack off is jus a little thinny whinny bit of common sense. which idiot will lump every point down in an essay and these points most of which are irrelevent to the question. quantity does not mean that it is quality work. i can have the longest essay but someone with a fairly shorter essay can beat me hands down because he as something that i don't - analytical skills

Do you know what is the difference between us and them? unlike these so called "muggers", we study smart and they study hard. that could be the reason why there are so many dudes left in class though some of them had study both hard and smart. however, sadly to say there are some cases of retention that we must sympathise with and how nice if they are still my classmates and not some other of my current classmates.

just seeing them, keeping to themselves and not bothering about what is happening in the class irks me. i mean, c'mon man we are classmates. can you at least try to bond with the class instead of just acting like some know-all, a different caste from us and whispering whenever some comments are being pass? how would you like it if i do the same in your face? i can if i want to and i'll do it worst, trust me on that. however, i will not degrade myself to that level.

if one don't know something, jus tell the teacher that one don't, is it really that hard? will it result in a loss of face? doesn't mean that if you don't know how to do, the teacher will look down on u? if one have that thinkin, i can assure you that these people will not make it far in life. life is about making mistakes and learning from them. however, these people are not. they are just plain childish and downright stupid. i honestly don't think they have a shred if intelligence in themselves man. however, others may give them the benefit of doubt. considering that these people did indeed make it that far.

personally, i don't mind helping the school in some ways. say if they need help for CNY decoration . why not? i mean aft all this is my-our school. doin a little service will not make a lesser man rite? quite complaining and make yourself useful man. like as if just a few hours doing such stuff will affect your overall A levels grade. we are no longer primary school kids but rather studyin in an institute that offers A levels. in other words, we are nearly adult. teachers do not need to be looking out for us. but rather we should have that responsibility to do the right thing due to the level of trust that the teachers place in us and not whine like some small kid that has just lost his favourite toy.

some people just lack social ettiquette. PR sucks. how to survive in the working world next time? you will just be left behind by society as the rest of us progresses. my advice to these people: do something about yourself as a person. go for a makeover both mentally and physically

now that my job is nearly done, i can finally put aside my responsiblities and do what i never manage to do. having a normal life. free from responsibility and worries which of course mean getting a gf? :P nah. if she meant to come, she will come. whoppie though i sorta got someone in mind? and like what terrence like to say "you'll never figure it out."