scattered thoughts of a lost soul

Scattered Thoughts of a Lost Soul.

Enlightenment is what he seeks.

But none he gets.

Disillusion he has turned,

Critical he hopes not to be.

His life stopped when he made that choice.

Moving on doesn't seem to be a breeze.

It was too much to let go.

What does he want?

Now he doesn't know.

But for an answer, he will seek.

Why things seem to be getting from bad to worst?

Can't things be like how they were in the past?

As much as he trys not to assume, it just comes naturally,

He often ponders.

It's a bad start to a rather short week,

Nothing seems to be going his way recently.

Lady Luck seem to have abandon him.

Kick certain habits he knows he must.

But it is just not him.

Try he will, but his best may not come willingly.

What have he gotten himself into?

All he wants is to get out of this mess

It was something that should not have been started.

But it is too late to end the events set in motion.

Too many events happening at once.

Too many to cope.

Things are not what it seems to be.

Sorry does seem to be the hardest word

And now he believes

"Happily ever after" exists only in fairy tales.

The truth lies plainly for all to see.