back to updating my blog after such a long layoff due to tiredness and lazyness and a foul mood. shall do a summary of my life for the past few days.

didn't go school on thursday, choosin instead to go for some retail therapy with dom and bought a few things.

friday was GP exam. pretty interesting paper. haha. i did a pure sucidal question for the essay "Is Being Single Something to Be Feared" even though i know that i do not have the sufficent evidence to support, i still did it anyway coz i have very strong feelings for it and also it sorta reflected my mood at that point of time. i do not think that being single is something to be feared. but i think it shld be respected and treasured. coz being in a relationship sucks esp with girls who think the whole world abt themselves.

saturday went to TTC for my history trip briefing following which was a BBQ at Pasir Ris then Mervin, Alvin and Wei Liang dropped by my hse jus only and we talk some kok under my house.

coming up soon. History Field Trip to Hanoi, Vietnam. haha. hope it is as interesting as it sounds. will be away trying to do sth funny there and not get caught in typical bertie fashion. haha. it would be a challenge to pit wits with Miss Norah who happens to look and sounds fierce. would be an interesting exchange. :)) haha. time to put rusty skills to good use alr.

i still stand by what i say about girls irregardless of what opinions others may have. you are entitle to your own opinion and so am i. if you know me well enough you shld knw that i am not one that will back down from sth that i have decided, said or done. i stand by my actions and words. i also do not come to such conclusion but rather i would rather trust the opposite party. but sadly to say this trust that i once use to possess for these people is sorely lacking here. seriously, the past controversies that i went thru involving these few girls really change my opionion about them. you can nearly say that i do not entirely trust girls at this point of time except for a choice few.

haiz. all i ask for is just wanting to get it back. is it really that hard? i mean your actions are jus further irritating me and making me super suspicious of your actions which i am.