Friday, 14th July

went to school with half the class missing. haha. earlier know do not go sch or sth. after sch, went ta meet Merv and Alvin for some lan gaming session and it was really fun...... came home a little sick with running nose and cough......

Saturday, 15th July

woke up around mid morning, then went out to meet my dear to go with her to RGS for its Open House. haha. over there, i was in a all female enviroment and it really feels different from normal. hang around oggling at girls until she had to "drag" me off. anyways, i only have eyes for her la. cant be help if other gers come walking past me and i have something of a short attention span :)) heex.

after that we headed down to town to catch Pirates of the Carribean 2: Dead Man's Chest. and to our horror, the tickets were sold out at Lido & Cine. so we decided to try out somewhere else along the hearlands and all thanks to dommie who provided us with the movietimes, we settled for Jubilee in AMK as i believe that the seats would not be sold out there. and to my pleasure, it turned out to be a right choice as we manage to secure seats for the movie and judgin from the size of the crowd, i reckon that it was a sold out. :)) ooh. and we had famous amos during the movie, with meow swearing off that she would not touch famous amos cookies after today alr. lol. another item to add to her list of "not to eat".

after that we headed off home.

hmmmm. 3 more days to my Part Ds stepping down. time passes real fast and words simply cannot express how i feel now. i feel happy, yet sad and yet regretful. it seem only like yesterday when i took them in sec2 and now they are in sec4 and leavin NCC already after a good 3 years with many ups and downs. honestly speaking, i would really miss them. all the fun times that we had, all the rough times, these are some of the experiences that money can't buy. as much as i am proud to say. i am really proud of them. for all that they have done, it was really beyond their call of duty.

i saw them when they were just kids and now i would safely say that each and everyone of them are men in their own rights. they earned it. rank was of no importance to them, they were able to display the unity and maturity that i expect of them. they have really not disappoint me. maybe that is why i am willing to stick by them always even when they are at fault coz the bond that i have with them was not one of CLT and Cadet. but rather of brothers in arms. i see them as the younger brothers and comarades in arms.

this would also mark the end of my tenure in Changkat. a good 3 years that i spend. as much as i wanna go back to St Gab's, i would really wish to stay at Changkat too. coz that was the place that make and moulded me into the person that i am. the experiences, the lessons learned is something that i can never hope to have in St Gab's. coming to Changkat was never a wrong choice. it was the right one. i would never regret it but rather i would treasure it all my life. i've learned the true meaning of leadership there and i lead and i serve. and that leadership was not leading all the time, service too was needed. i've achieved alot there both as a person and as a CLT. i would say i was never the boy that i was back in sec school.

i would really miss them and this sense of sadness really engulfed me......