i must admit that in recent weeks, i have not been updating my blog regularly due to one reason or another and i am guilty of neglance? am i? anyways, nowadays i would say that my life evolves around 2 things- Her & School. would not deny the fact that she is a rather positive influence on me. :)) what else can i say? she rawks!

today's literature paper 1 lesson was quite interesting. what miss teh said really perked me up and set me thinking esp after some incidents that happened over the past few days which really made me sit down and reflect on past events.

most people have that misconception that the opposite of Love is Hate and sad to say i am one of them too. but all thanks to our lit teacher today, she explained this long standing misconception that all of us had.

The Opposite of Love is not Hate but rather it is Indifference.

Hate implies that you've once loved or cared for a person, and somehow due to circumstances, means you've started hating the person. Indifference on the other hand, means that it totally does not mean anything to you at all, for the person in question, whether he or she exist at all does not really matter, for you simply cannot be bothered. (courtesy of Teranz's blog)

to me, the more indifferent you behave towards the person that you love, over time this sense of indifference would give way to the feeling of Hate as either parties would be hurt due to the indifference that the opposite party seem to emulate towards him or her and in the process, the final straw would come with one hating the person and breaking off all ties to the extent that being friends seemed like a wishful dream.

Indifference would be the 1st Phase and Hate would be the last.

am i really indifferent towards her? or do i really hate her? or is it the inability to face up to reality? is it because that i really love her that is why i am acting indifferent? deep down, do i really care?