in school today, as i have like 4 free periods now?! ok.... really bored. no one seem to want to play any sports, not that i blamed them. haha. after all A lvls is like 3mths away. hmmm. i would say that the stress is setting in on some of my classmates and it is really very obvious as their attitude towards study is really different from how it was 2 years ago. homework is now important. lessons are now of paramount. but some how i still do not feel the stress setting in on me.....yet..... well, guess i am not ur typical mugging student.

Friday, 21st July

came to school and then like basically rotted in sch. sch is really getting more and more boring as the days go by. i really do not think that the "collaspe" timetable is working at all for me. and also the attendance in my class is like the stocks in the market. always fluatuating.

went to play lan with alvin and mervin today after their school and found out that niner no longer offers my favourite game- CS. arghhhh..... due to some copyrighted issues. this sucks man. after that i rushed home to pack my bag for camp as i was bookin in the very night.

that nite, before i book in, i went to meet shams at TPY then we had dinner before going down to meet walter and wai yu at YCK. haha. they were late and we waited for like quite a long while before they arrived and we headed down to camp. over there, most of the Air CLTs had already arrived and they were like chilling in the office, watching tv and talking cock. haha. and as shams put it. seniors need to make an entrance and we made an entrance like it was a raid. :P

that nite, i was there like tryin to do some revision as what i had told feline. and well, proudly to say, i did manage to do some :)) ya. and most of my time was spent on her laptop while the rest of the guys were watching movies. then also was talking to Raihan and Feline for quite some time. and yes, we did not slp that nite. haha. later in the nite as i chased feline to go slp as she was on medication, shams, walter and waiyu were roleplayin scenes from the novel, Fatal Seductions 2 by Douglas Lee. lol. most of the scenes were erotic and it was darn funny seeing 3 guys acting it out. :P

Saturday, 22nd July

woke up at 6am before all of us changed and proceeded down to board the bus that is bounded for IJC for some Racial Harmony thingy there. i would say IJC was really a nice school with the buildings being quiet modern and nice. haha. but the racial harmony thingy was really boring. we were basically there for saikang. haha. and when they were recruiting time, they phrase it so nicely by saying that we were suppose to do ushering. lol. national cock up centre. hmmm. waiyu and i left not long after as there was nothing much to do there and it was really super boring.

took a cab back to hq and pop a surprise on feline who was sitting in air office, bemoaning the fact that she was there all alone and she had no company. and we kept her company. Capt Gary came in with Debz not long after and they were suiting up for a jog. haha. and i was invited to join them, well, after turning him down so many times feel sorta bad so jus accepted and went for a jog with him. we jogged 2 rounds around the entire 2SIR camp and i must say the camp was really much bigger than i thought.

after that aunty was nice enough to send to yck mrt station whereby where i headed home to shower and changed before going out to meet merv and alvin again for yet another round of lan-gaming.

and i slpt the whole night the moment i reach home.....

Sunday, 23rd July

KAYAKING!!! went kayaking with john and alvin today. we had a mini expedition. from Changi Beach to Pulau Ubin to Frog Island. pics would be up when john send it to us :)) haha, the waves was choppy and i was always right to say that changi had the choppiest waves and i think tat is the best type of waves to kayak in. the journey there though short was requires really alot of energy and balance as we had to cut through the waves and challenge the wind and we also had to watch out for any strong waves that were approaching that may capsize the kayak. i think our journey there could also serve as a reflection on life as life too like the journey there has lots of waves along the way and we have to cut it through. but with determination and perservence, we would be able to do it.

the sun was burning hot as she smiled upon us. and i was totally burned. i looked like an overcook bird at the end of the day as we headed back to the sea sports club.

haha. at pulau ubin where we docked for a short while, we had refreshing coconuts which according to alvin contain electodes that is commonly found in isotonic drinks. well, it was refreshing and cooling and it really perked us up. after that we continued on the Frog Island, an island that is near Pulau Ubin and we soaked in the calm waters for around 2 hours. before heading back to shore.

for dinner, we went chomp chomp to makan and it was really a bonding time for us as we talked about the old times which were filled with foolishnes and lots of fun.

Monday, 24th July

came to school and i was totally burned. it was really super pain. didnt really concentrate in class today as i was totally burned and also i was concerned about feline whose hand have not recovered after seeing doc last week.....

after school, rushed down to meet her as i promised to accompany to accompany her down to the polyclinic to see her hand again. and it was really a super long wait this time around as there were alot of people. we waited there before she went to see, and the doc ask her to go consult a specialist which she went today and ya, after that send her back to AJC as she had national day celebrations rehearsal.

that very night, spend nearly the whole nite waking talking to her about some issues which up till now is still bothering me and i can't seem to get it out of my head. well, these issues kept me awake the whole night, thinkin about it and i guess i really did come to a confirm conclusion already. :)) or in other words, i have already sorted out my thinking and i am certain what i want and what i feel.