Trust

some people could not simply keep their mouth shut and things would just come out from their mouth like how bullets would come out from a machine gun. but the good thing for me is that i did not reveal much or rather i did not bother to get close to them or vice versa. working partners is how i see them and my opinions of some people whom i hold dear changes. trust would be something that is lacking and i find it hard to trust people again. people whom i used to trust are no longer in my circle of trust and you are just my oridinary friend because you made it so.

to minghui: i honestly don't care how you find me, how you view me. i can't simply please everyone and anyone. can't be help if you don't like me, i never ask you to like me in the first place. if i am that kind of person you make me out to be then so be it. why i am so picky with money especially with you is that i do not want to owe you anything. i am not like yue yun and chee yong. i want to clear whatever debt that i have with you so that in the future you will not say that i owe you anything. i do not like to owe people things especially girls. do read what i send you.

well guess that was the spoiler of my rather peaceful day. fever over and done with now still left my cough. bleah. i am still wheezing man. haha.