Thursday, December 15, 2005

blog war?

as our dear chee yong posted this question. when will bert and mh becomes friends? never? because hell hath no fury like a woman scorn'd.

blog war? nah. i doubt so. who in his sane mind wanna sit down and have an extended discussion with someone who is obviously right? haha. ya. she's right in whatever she say. i dun dispute that. i have better things to do with what that is left of my hols rather than quarrel with people who jus think they are right. well, since they are right, they are. *smiles. what i learn is that never tell a woman that she is wrong and never ever tell her what to do. wrong impressions will occur. this will be the last entry that i talk about whatever that happens in CLT Course. what happen is in the past and it is how we make the future to be that matters. cant be help if some people jus cant let go and move on. can say the most important lesson i learnt these few weeks is letting go of the past and moving on with life. what for make yourself sad when others are not? what is meant to be, will be. what has come to pass has come to pass. wah. i sound jus like shi hong at his best man. haha.

well, like the saying goes, forgive and forget. what for hold grudges? especially with christmas and new year around the corner. haha. it is a season to be jolly. and i shall man. let's not ruin this festive mood with all this childish bickering. make me look like a good guy here eh? but heck la. i jus dun wan to ruin my festive mood. 1 problem has been settle and i do not wanna start another one. bleahs.

well, spend today clearing up my room and trying to settle my stuffs for the next few days. haha. rare Gu Da Ge is going to treat. so must shang nian (give face) and go man. moreover have not seen all of them for a very long time. so ya. lots of catching up to do. haha. and it is time to start our MI Intelligence Corps again. with the latest news updates on juicy scandals and scandalous gossips awaits us as we attempt to spice up an otherwise boring school life with it.

i assume too much and paid the price for it by losing someone close to me. i was too sentimental and was hurt in the process. it is hard to trust, to love again. i doubt i ever will. things will never be the same again after all that had happened. doubt she will ever know how much she means to me. doubt things between us can ever be the same. i do not assume now. i just doubt and that trust that is lost would be hard to regain.

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