New Year Day Dinner

what an interesting day it was today man. haha. went to work at Addidas in the morning and it was a rather interesting but boring job. haha. all thankz to Meryl for keeping me company throughout the working day. my day was followed by dinner with my classmates at Thai Express. following which, we had a "guided tour" of Boat Quay, Clarke Quay, Chinatown before settling for a pub somewhere in Chinatown.

Below is a summary of events,

The B4 Cartel











Introducing the members,











Teranz










Dommie










Polly & Eric










Davis & Mark


and also not forgetting,

Our Big Sis, Elly


oh, and i dump eric for dommie because

he was unfaithful,










so i ditch him,


happier days.....













My pet Pig, Polly & i. random















and got a new one. Dommie......























and not forgetting,














a kiss for him













Cool Dudes V1: Mark & Bert












Cool Dudes V2: Elly & Bert



Candid Pics.....










elly & i acting cute.....










again......










& again......


Finally,

a drink to end the old year.....









&










a drink to herald the new year.......

HAPPY NEW YEAR EVE TO ALL!!!

back frm changkat camp

back from changkat changi annual camp. haha. wat a fun camp it was. i basically spend most of the time sleeping or bumming around. pays to be a CLT. the overnight trek was way fun man. the only bad thing about it was that Mr Koh last min asked for a change of route and we had to replot another route for him. glad the camp is over. next project: Sec 1 orientation. haha. when will it ever end?

well, had a job at Addidas today and tomorrow. went there to work with yy. haha. and had to leave our poor cadets behind in the hands of alvin and wei liang. winks. basically went to the warehouse with yy to do stock taking. it was a rather last min call and we rushed down from changkat in simei to clementi, stopping for lunch at sakura. haha. been a long time since i went there to eat. hmmm. think the last time was with her also..... izzit?

Dinner with the Original Gang tomorrow. haha. a reunion of the class guys of 04B4 since year 1. famous troublemakers and dudes we are from Bartley Campus. haha. and it is like a gathering of celebrities :P ok.... sounds bhb. but who cares? :) pubbing with them too. bleahs. i think i really drink alot this festive season man. much more than i would normally consume.

Thanks my cool Part Cs for making the camp a success. you guys have come a long way from the cadets you once were when i first took you guys to the leaders that you are today. if you expect me to say i love ya'all, you're wrong. haha. it is not meant for u. but for someone special. haha.

4 Days to Doomsday

sians

haha. here i am sitting at this unholy hour and blogging. bleahs. look like i am really that bored man. anyways, am in school camp now. dun knw why am i not sleeping when i got an overnite trek tomorrow. haha. having an overnight trek later and i am still awake. wow.

i can't believe it man. Singapore Urban Legends is actually SOLD OUT in so many book stores. from citylink to suntec to raffles city to simei, we can't find it at all. haha. i even tried toa payoh. wow. looks like it is really popular. wanted to buy it so that it can serve as a sort of digress for us in camp. then my dreams was shattered at the finally location. haha.

6 more days to School Reopening.....

What type of leader are u?

What Type of Leader are You?

Bertram, you're a Total Med High!

Total
Congratulations, you're a real leader! Your leadership skills are quite strong, so don't be afraid to step up to the plate when problems need solving — you'll do great. You've got a solid combination of positive leadership traits — from organizational skills to communication ability. These talents make you a great resource in the workplace, someone people can look to for guidance and direction. Still, there are a few things you might need to work on.

Organization
Let's get it together! Your organizational skills need a little work. Keeping things in the right place means you can move more quickly, making you more efficient and productive at work. So no matter what kind of career you're pursuing, the ability to keep yourself (and your work space) organized lets you spend your time on what's really important — working.

Efficiency
Do it once, and make it count! Since you're the poster child for workplace efficiency and follow-through, that could be your motto. You have a keen understanding of how work works, and you know how to make things happen — which translates into excellent leadership potential. While others are still spinning their wheels, you've sped off, leaving skid marks behind you

Teamwork
Go, team, go! Your sense of teamwork is so strong you're practically out on the field doing cheers. Which is great — the ability to communicate and work closely with others is essential to good leadership. Team-building skills are the foundation of all interactions with your co-workers and can set the tone at work. So give yourself a pat on the back — your talent in this area gives you a real leadership edge.

Confidence
You're a born leader ... and you know it! Confidence is a key component of leadership. And it's more than just feeling sure of yourself. It's about tackling new situations without being held back by any doubts. Your strong confidence level lets you focus your energies on success and truly shine as a leader at work.

Boxing Day

Happy Boxing Day!!! the day after christmas.

yesterday was a rather interesting christmas for me. haha. because so many people came my house and i do not know any of them except for my relatives. how interesting can things get man. ooh. and i spend the whole day gaming with my little cousin. playing those 2D games and i can say i got so hook onto it. haha. it was darn interesting. alicia looks different man. much more mature and prettier i must say. haha. totally different from when i last saw her which was like? when i was still in wardens? haha. people really transform over time.

did receive a few presents but none can still beat the pressie that yy gave me man and i had a small windfall today. haha. rather fulfilling day i must say.

24hours to Changkat Changi Annual Camp. 8 more days to school reopening. how great can we end the year man.

Merry X'mas

HoHoHo!!! Christmas is finally here. the season of giving and receiving. a much awaited time of the year. the day when our Lord Jesus was born. this festive hols is warning to us that school is starting soon. how sad can life get man?

YUE YUN ROCKS MY SOCKS!!! Love her to bits man. oops. haha. u knw y? coz my dear yue yun over here gave me what i consider as the best pressie out of all that i have received this year. not that i receive many pressies to begin with. but ya. it is the BESTEST out of the lot. it is sth that i wanted but did not manage to buy due to one reason or another. you ROCK!!! haha. guess i will be spendin the rest of my hols fully utilising the pressie that you gave me and i will not be heard off much as a result. -beams. haha. guess no words can describe this man.

well, christmas this year is a little different from usual. didn't celebrate it with my church frenz but rather spend it with my classmates. quite fun i must say. haha. and when i say classmates it is just the guys, because somehow or rather our girls are not that enthu about such stuffs i guess. It is rather memorable i must admit. with elly giving me that unforgetable christmas pressie which i more or less expected. haha. and a few other stuffs

it's nearly morning already. guess i better catch some sleep as i have celebration at my house later.

once again,
MERRY CHRISTMAS & A HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! HOHOHO!!!

Yue Yun, You rock my socks big time man!!!

untimely hour

here i am sitting in front of the com at this untimely hour and blogging. such days are goin to be over soon, i'm afraid as the dawning of the reopening of school looms over my head. as much as i do not want hols to end, it is ending. how nice if time can stop or i can reverse time. this hols has been pretty fun and interesting with its joys and its sorrows, its ups and its downs. it would be a pretty memorable one for me i guess.

as the year draws towards an end, let's reflect.....

thinking back to a conversation that i have to elly and sk seperately, i guess it is pretty hard for me to put down the past and move towards the future. i can say that my greatest regret ever since i came to MI was to letting my relationship with cheryl go after we are so close to being together. can say it is the worst mistake i made which i lived to regret it now. maybe i wasn't ready for a relationship then, neither would i be now unless someone like cheryl or yolanda comes along i believe it is pretty hard for me to get into a relationship. certain occurances over this year has change my perspective of a relationship.

someone ask me once to choose between girl A and girl B. sounds familiar? haha. because i ask the same person to do the same thing and now this person is getting revenge. girl A is someone that i can confide in and have lots of fun while girl B is someone that makes me feel different and i feel a sense of protectiveness for her. this person claims that girl A will be your very good friend while girl B will be a very good girlfriend. how true? i am not really sure too. but the reasons given does make sense and i am inclined in a way to believe.

in some ways being in an open relationship is much better. using farhan and inez as an example, this will be a relationship that i cannot see myself inside. i think i will back out after awhile if my other half is too demanding and pampered. not that pampering girls is not good but i feel that there should be a limit.

surprise it ain't studies eh? haha. that can probably be the least of my worries except for economics. i suck in that subject man. i can never understand the theories and i seek to create new theories unheard off in economics much to the chagrin of the teachers. haha.

NCC is also another source of worry. i am yet to find my successor. haha. and boy, am i waiting to finally step down and be a normal CLT till April at least, a normal student. can say NCC took up most of my time but as the new year approaches i hope i can learn to be like Jin Fu. Ultimate Mugger. haha. but i doubt so because i really like last min studying and the praying for miracles. and i feel that i am able to perform through last min studyin rather than accumulated hardwork. well, this is tried and proven. lol.

about my day, it is like any normal holiday. wake up, catch my cartoons, read, sleep, eat, go out. normal routine. haha. unless something comes along and disrupts it.

48 more hours to Christmas

The Most

The Most...................

The most selfish one letter word, "I"
Avoid it.

The most satisfying two letter word, "We"
Use it.

The most poisonous three letter word, "Ego"
Kill it.

The most used four letter word, "Love"
Value it.

The most pleasing five letter word, "Smile"
Keep it.

The fastest spreading six letter word, "Rumour" Ignore it.

The hardest working seven letter word, "Success"
Achieve it.

The most enviable eight letter word, "Jealousy" Distance it.

The most powerful nine letter word, "Knowledge"
Acquire it.

The most essential ten letter word, "Confidence"
Trust it.

christmas shopping

FINALLY! i manage to find time and do my long overdue christmas shopping. and i did it yesterday. bleahs. and i came back with lots of shopping bags. haha. thank god, elly and sk followed me otherwise i would have been darn bored while shopping. well, she had to do some shopping too :P alot of events happened today with regard to our dear pope, SK, shall not elaborate here further since this blog is a NON-SCANDAL blog.

we started off the day with a bombshell, elly jus woke up at the time we are suppose to meet. and she is so darn nice to come and meet us even though she can dont come. well, what else can i say? ELLY ROCKS! haha. cant believe this is coming out man. anyways, she was two hours late. and when she arrive we started the shopping expedition.

walking around orchard checking out shops was what happen for the next hour or so. until when we step out of Taka and felt raindrops we decided not to proceed further as we do not want to get our precious hair wet. haha. for reasons that only we know. walking was basically the main thing that we did so for the next few hours. haha. guess we are preparing for NAPFA next year, all 3 of us. even though elly dun need ta take. lucky her.

hanging out there for a short while and waiting for the storm to pass was what we did. haha. and boy am i lucky that i am guy because i do not have to line up to use the toilet while poor elly has too. haha.

we finally left for heeran and walk the shops there for a short while before deciding to leave for Suntec. over there we continue our shopping and all i can say is that elly felt cheated over the mug she bought. haha.

dinner was initially planned at Sakae's but with Mark, Khai and Dom joining us, we decide to switch to Pizza Hut where we ate till we drop. and we each took turns to distrub SK with the many scandals that he is linked with and many theories sprang up as a result of it.

finally, we concluded the day with a trip to the arcade where elly and i decide to complete the game that we didn't manage to complete the last time- Romance of the 3 Kingdoms. haha. and we finally did at the expense of a few tokens and boy, we left there happy. haha.

and last but not least it is HOME SWEET HOME

men and woman: worlds apart

Men and Women: Worlds Apart

HAPPINESS:

To be happy with a man, you must understand him alot and love him a little.
To be happy with a woman. you must love her alot and try not to understand her at all.

LONGEVITY:

Married men lived longer than single men, but married man are alot more willing to die

PROPENSITY TO CHANGE:

A woman marries a man expecting he will change, but he doesn't.
A man marries a woman expecting that she wouldn't change and she does.

DISCUSSION TECHNIQUE:

A woman has the last word in any argument.
Anything a man says after that is the beginning of another new argument.

HOW TO STOP PEOPLE FROM BUGGING YOU ABOUT GETTING MARRIED

Old aunts used to come up to me at weddings, poking me in the ribs amd cackling and saying, "You're next". They stopped after i started doing the same thing to them at funerals.

haha. something i got off the net.

blog war?

as our dear chee yong posted this question. when will bert and mh becomes friends? never? because hell hath no fury like a woman scorn'd.

blog war? nah. i doubt so. who in his sane mind wanna sit down and have an extended discussion with someone who is obviously right? haha. ya. she's right in whatever she say. i dun dispute that. i have better things to do with what that is left of my hols rather than quarrel with people who jus think they are right. well, since they are right, they are. *smiles. what i learn is that never tell a woman that she is wrong and never ever tell her what to do. wrong impressions will occur. this will be the last entry that i talk about whatever that happens in CLT Course. what happen is in the past and it is how we make the future to be that matters. cant be help if some people jus cant let go and move on. can say the most important lesson i learnt these few weeks is letting go of the past and moving on with life. what for make yourself sad when others are not? what is meant to be, will be. what has come to pass has come to pass. wah. i sound jus like shi hong at his best man. haha.

well, like the saying goes, forgive and forget. what for hold grudges? especially with christmas and new year around the corner. haha. it is a season to be jolly. and i shall man. let's not ruin this festive mood with all this childish bickering. make me look like a good guy here eh? but heck la. i jus dun wan to ruin my festive mood. 1 problem has been settle and i do not wanna start another one. bleahs.

well, spend today clearing up my room and trying to settle my stuffs for the next few days. haha. rare Gu Da Ge is going to treat. so must shang nian (give face) and go man. moreover have not seen all of them for a very long time. so ya. lots of catching up to do. haha. and it is time to start our MI Intelligence Corps again. with the latest news updates on juicy scandals and scandalous gossips awaits us as we attempt to spice up an otherwise boring school life with it.

i assume too much and paid the price for it by losing someone close to me. i was too sentimental and was hurt in the process. it is hard to trust, to love again. i doubt i ever will. things will never be the same again after all that had happened. doubt she will ever know how much she means to me. doubt things between us can ever be the same. i do not assume now. i just doubt and that trust that is lost would be hard to regain.

Trust

some people could not simply keep their mouth shut and things would just come out from their mouth like how bullets would come out from a machine gun. but the good thing for me is that i did not reveal much or rather i did not bother to get close to them or vice versa. working partners is how i see them and my opinions of some people whom i hold dear changes. trust would be something that is lacking and i find it hard to trust people again. people whom i used to trust are no longer in my circle of trust and you are just my oridinary friend because you made it so.

to minghui: i honestly don't care how you find me, how you view me. i can't simply please everyone and anyone. can't be help if you don't like me, i never ask you to like me in the first place. if i am that kind of person you make me out to be then so be it. why i am so picky with money especially with you is that i do not want to owe you anything. i am not like yue yun and chee yong. i want to clear whatever debt that i have with you so that in the future you will not say that i owe you anything. i do not like to owe people things especially girls. do read what i send you.

well guess that was the spoiler of my rather peaceful day. fever over and done with now still left my cough. bleah. i am still wheezing man. haha.

Another Day 2

being sick is not fun man i tell you. didn't sleep last night at all because i keep coughing and it was real bad. to add topping to it, i got fever. wow. perfect combi man. tossing and turning and more tossing and turning was what i did last night. finally unable to take it anymore i got up to grab some medicine, well it was around morning already at that time when i finally went to bed. and i spent most of the day in bed like some sick patient having only my bolster and comforter for comfort. this sucks man. and i so HATE falling sick. well, guess i started falling sick a long time ago. haha. and it was a different type of sickness and i think there is still a long way to recovery. i'm a sick little boy man. :P the only times that i was out of bed was to go to the toilet or to makan most of the time in bed. and you know what is the best thing, it was evening when i got out of bed.

upcoming 1st Changkat Annual Camp run and planned by the cadets is my next project. well 2 camps down. 1 more to go. and not forgetting RGS (Air) Unit Open House. when can NCC ever give me a break man? as i watch my friends ORD, can say i am a little jealous and boy, how i wish my turn would come soon.

However, getting to Changkat and being Air OIC has its plus points. it has taught skills which are relevant in the working world outside and has probably change me overall as a person as a leader. Changkat (Air) would probably be my greatest achievement yet as together with my fellow Gabrielite CLTs, we transformed it into a force to be reckoned with in the 2 years that we have been there. but the best of all would be to get the Best Unit that would probably cement our names in the history books and leave behind a legacy that none may emulate in the years to come.

well, guess tomorrow will be a better day i hope and i pray.

Friendship is forever?

Friendship is forever? i bet to differ on this statement. after what i went through i would say that there are many different types of friendship. there is friendship that is based sorely on sex, on money, on interests. but in my opinion, i feel that friendship is a fragile thing. it is based on love, care and understanding. if any one of these elements is lacking, i would say that the friendship would most probably fail.

Friendship needs alot of care, love and understanding. the boundaries of friendship is always being tested when faced with trials and tribulations. from here we can test how firm and how solid the friendship is and whether the opposite party is really sincere about this friendship. it matters not how close you are to that person, or how much time you spend with that person because it may all well come apart when faced with trials.

True friends are not those that jus pamper you with gifts or say nice things to please you. but rather true friends are those that are able to point out your mistakes and accept you for the person that you are. overlooking your faults and being there for you when you need them. making time for you despite their busy schedule. finally, after certain events i can savely conclude that true friends are really hard to find. one may find them so but in reality they are not.

Nothing lasts forever. Not even friendship. jus like how the sun will one day burn out and the oil will run out one day. it is only a matter of time when this happen. Friends are easy to make, but hard to maintain. having lots of friends doesnt mean that they will be there for you. jus like the parable about the wayward son as told by Jesus in the Bible. his friends all deserted him when he is broke and penniless and who are this true friends in the end? none other than the people he turn his back on earlier in his life.

thus when one is making friends, one should thread carefully. for not all friends are good friends. there are those friends that are like leeches. leeching on you for cash etc. there are also those friends that pretend that they are your friends but behind you they backstab you. these are the friends which are known as the 'parasites' or 'weeds' that needed to be exterminated and remove.

if friendship is like the seasons. the 4 seasons would probably be the hardships and joy that they faced. it is hard to avoid some of the seasons as it all comes in a cycle. everything has to happen for a reason and over here it is happening. Spring, a period of happiness would probably be the happiest period of that time. winter would probably be the worst as it is the coldest and lowest point of the friendship. if they can brave it together, what follows would be spring- a happy period. authmn would most probably marks the start of the declining period of the friendship as it is unavoidble for it to moves to the lowest point- winter. summer is probably the period whereby everything is smoothly sailing and is the pinnicle of the friendship where much is harvested from it. it is impossible to avoid any of it as nature would take its course.

Friendship is also like flowers, it blooms when it is fed properly and taken care of properly. if it is jus let alone, it will rot and die. however, i must stress that friendship is something that should not be taken lightly. once committed do not back out. but rather give your best to nurture and let it flourish and make not the same mistakes that others have made. because as the saying goes, 'once bitten, twice shy', and it is 'better to be safe than sorry'

my advise to you is to look carefully before choosing your friends, but if you feel that this is a friendship worth nurturing, give your all, give your best. so that if anything happen later part in the friendship at least you can say to yourself, 'i tried my best, but it is simply not enough' and one would have no regrets as one gave one's best for it. and most of all do not assume too much in a friendship, always talk things out and try to find a solution to the problem and not leave it dangling in the air waiting for it to be solve by itself. it will do the friendship no good.

Another Day

well, another day have just pass me by and the most sickening thing that can happen to me...... falling sick again.....darn fever jus keep coming on and off......

well, good thing my mood is improving which i can say is a very good thing. one must be wondering why rite? coz while playing Championship Manager, i went through yet another season UNBEATEN wheeeee...... and also all thankz to elly and inez, you have been such great frenz. like you said i have done what i could, rest is up to individual and what for make my life so miserable when i have so short hols left? is the cost worth the price? well, moving on, i jus remember..... ELLLY, YOU OWE ME A CLUBBING TREAT!!!! wahahahaa....... and also we owe Chit a clubbing trip till morning...... let's have it sometime real soon before Christmas to make up for last week's one......

someone once told me that it is better to make friends outside of NCC then sticking to your same pool of friends, i fully agree with that now due to the events that happened and boy, am i glad that not all of my friends are in NCC.

back to main point, i spent the whole day rotting here at home, resting and feeling darn sick. bleahs. how good can life gets man? good thing i have my harry porter and my bed for company otherwise i think i would have jus rotted to death without anyone noticing my passing. well, guess things have just gotten to this stage that insignificant me versus the entire world. but wells, after all that has happened i can say my world is no longer the same or rather its perspective has changed. i am now more concerned about me, myself and i rather than on people who just shrugged me off like i am invisible or something. well, not to say i hate these people but impressions just changed. why should i be bothered about these people when they don't bother about me?

living my life as it should be in the first place. it was just a minor setback that derail me from my intended path but ya. i believe i can bounce back.

50th CLT Course

Finally i am back home aft 2 and a half weeks of staying in camp. i am finally home!!! and i am finally updating my dead blog.

this 3 weeks have been a rather eventful weeks with lots of ups and lots of downs. New friends i have made throughout this course and i hope this friendship can be maintain. this clt course marks half a century of CLTs being churned out by the system and i feel honored to be part of it. though along the way there were many hiccups, i am glad that it is finally over and that we can all now move on to be a CLT and to enjoy what left of my hols.

but also sad things do happen. what was once nice and sweet is now bad and falling apart. who knows that things would have happen so when we first entered the gates into Amoy Quee. i would not point fingers at anyone but rather jus point it at myself for being so plain dumb and blinded. i really cant be bothered already. i tried and tried and nothing seem to work. like i say all up to Fate. Lady Luck has always shine on me. Hope this time round will be no exception.

Syndicate 4 is ming hui and my syndicate. and it ROCKS! you know why? coz of the people in it that make it so. every syndicate would probably say that they are the best and they are probably right in their own way. but personally feel that our's have something that stands out from the rest. the many trials & tribulations that we went through together as a syndicate from day 1 till the day they pass out cannot be measured. i believe others have not went through what we went through and it bonds us closer together emotionally and spiritually. and as i watch them mature through the 3 weeks that i spent with them and finally when they pass out i am filled with a sense of pride as i know that these are the cadets that i trained out. not that i wanna compare syndicates. but that is how i feel. S4 i am sooooo PROUD of you!!!

in my 2 years of service to the corps, i can say that i am jus plain lucky. i have never work my way up as the moment i pass out i was thrust straight to the top and i remained there till now. now i can really understand why some CLTs would rather take flights than higher appointments because of the sense of pride and joy when you watch your cadets pass out. for me, every batch of cadets are exactly the same. i do not feel much pride & joy as they pass out because i do not share that bond with them. but this CLT Course really changed my perspective of things and i feel that i came out a better leader learning much from the cadets themselves who indirectly taught me a few lessons. i really treasure these lessons as it really helped me improve as a person.

certain events happen durin the course. in the process, i feel that i have given more than i should and this time round the means i take to get my result is simply too great. however, i feel that it's worth it even though people around me may not understand but as long as i understand myself that is what matters. one may call me egoistical but ya, after all these incidents, i feel that bothering about me, myself and i is more important than being concerned about people that jus dun plain appreciate it.

the instructors, especially the guys rock big time man. Kenny, Azri, Azmi, Jin Fu, Ridzman, Farhan, Chee Yong, Meng, Warren, Idam. for being there when you are needed and for jus perserving on even though there may be times when things are not in our favour. really enjoy the crazy times we had in the bunk and throughout the course. the many 'guys' gossips sessions that we had out of earshot of others. it is really my privilage to be able to work with you dudes. as for the females, nice working with you all too, too bad there isn't any more chance to work with you all in the future as you all are leavin the service of the corps.

this 50th CLT Course marks the end of another chapter in my history book. and as we all move all with our lives, i wish the best for everyone in the course. well, the end of a chapter marks the beginning of another and as i enter the final year of my service i hope that this book will have an ending that reads 'happily ever after'.

what done is done, i hope things can really be like how it is in the past. i cannot rewrite what that had happened but i can hope to change what that has not yet happened.

giving up

seriously, i am really tired of trying. nothing seems to work and nothing seems to be going the way that i wish it to be. maybe it was a mistake, but i did try. it's making me miserable and my world is turning topsy-turvy because of it. hope a solution can be delivered.

Myself

Get to know yourself better

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:
You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You have plenty of dream jobs but have little chance of doing any of them if you don't focus on something in particular. You need to choose something and go for it to be happy and achieve success.

How do you view success:
You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:
You are afraid of having no one to rely on in times of trouble. You don't ever want to be unable to take care of yourself. Independence is important to you.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.