ok. a busy week ahead. last paper tomorrow. haha. which i have no intention of studyin but somehow i just know that it is impossible for me to do too badly for that paper. call it a gut feeling.

somehow the distaste seems to be growing stronger day by day. i seem to be more critical of the object of my distaste. guess what she said about me last time was correct. when i hate your guts i really hate it and will find every single fault with you.

i think that lady luck has a crush on me. somehow i am just plain lucky all my life. hope that my luck do not run out. ok that is real random

hmmm. meeting Louisa after paper tomorrow then Feline on Saturday, Rene on Sunday. haha. life is fulfilling with friends around you man. haha. any takers on fri? nah. friday reserve for tution. lol.

nothing much to blog about recently too. addicted once again with my AOE3.

well, things do look to be much better than how it was last time. :)) exams are a bore. i jus blank out when i look at the questions.

just like hate. love is a feeling that comes naturally. and there should be a balance of both if not life would never be fulfilling. but if you feel a lack of love, just wait till when Cupid has time for you. He will sure help you find a girlfriend or boyfriend for lonely you.

Life is boring without some thrills.

sunday?

Common Tests tomorrow. According to other classmates, they have not revised yet for exams. actually, i am the same myself. somehow it jus feel different. do you believe that i actually do not know that there is economics paper tomorrow? i thought all along that it was only literature. lol. the irony of life.

well. in the mugger sense, nothing productive done today. slpt, watch cartoon then later met rene and rena for mass. haha. i found a study partner already. Rene. but lookin for one taking the same type of subs as me.

more birds, more luck. hope the big bird (me) is lucky enough to tide through this common tests. lol

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YUE YUN!!!

OUTSTANDING CLT AWARD!!!

haha, it was more or less expected? well, congrats to myself for getting it. haha. and not forgetting, Debz, Kevin and Faiz too for getting it. Congrats Guys!!! it is jus an addition to my portfolio. all that matters was that i had fun and learn something in NCC, which i did. both the hard way and the soft way.

This award marks the end of 3 years of service to the corps.

alot of things happen too over the past 2 days and they all centre over one guy's stubborness to listen to advice and his desire to shift blame to others. this person feel that seniors are not important at all and did not seek any of our advice with regard to the project that he was in charge of.

and the funniest thing that he did was to shift the blame to me of all people. what a joke man. don't mean to sound arrogant. but ya. i have political backing and a lot of influence despite stepping down. and off all people, he chose to play with me. it is jus like playin with fire. there can only be one outcome. He got himself burn in the end. isn't he a funny fellow? anyways, i believe in letting bygones be bygones. after all, we are all one big family and it is not nice if there is misunderstanding among us.

never have i boiled to such a huge extent before. i hope that this is the first and last time i ever lose my cool big time again. even the normal people like yue yun and rozario that are able to cool me down was not able to do so. seems that i have really lost it.

today was affirmation ceremony. haha. and glad to say it was a success though there was hiccups along the way. saw many of my cadet trainees who are by now CLTs. cadets that i have trained over the past 2 year being a Spec now. happy to see them being so committed to the corps. an observation that alvin made which i totally agree was that how come most of the people that i know are girls? today, more female clts and cadets came and say hi and talk to me and the interesting fact was that i know all of them? or rather they are my friends? don't recall being friends with some of them. which means my ratio of male frenz to female frenz is a little uneven. something has to be done to adjust it.

i must also say that this time around MI has a lot of CLTs from both campuses. yesterday at the indoor stadium, there were so many CLTs around in MI uniform. haha. i think we can form a contigent already. in Bartley itself there are a few of them. and they are girls? bleahs. and talking about that. i think time has really change my opinion of some people. Raihan especially. haha. i still remember CLT Course i thought she was an attitude problem kid but after time, it was proven wrong. she is one of the most dedicated CLTs i have seen around so far. never failing to be there when needed. and she's in MI too but Toh Tuck. see. what can you conclude? MI CLTs rocks man!!!

and side track a little bit. if you wanna sit in a car drive by rozario please remember to put on safety belt and grab on to anything that you can grab. also do not go into his car on a full stomach. basically i endure 2 days of Initial D style driving from him. haha. and ytd. he came to pick me up from school then we went for a little spin around SIS. later Haris, PiXiang and Wei Jiang joined us and Haris was cryin out for his mummy. today too he came to pick us up and later brought us for another spin. haha. we were swinging from left to right and right to left.

well i guess that is all for now even though i have alot of stuffs up in my head that i wanna blog about. keep it for next time. :))

wtf

Firstly i would like to declare most fervently that Great Britain have absolutely no agenda, hidden or in plain sight on the United States of America!!!

It is simply unimaginable to suggest such a theory. it is simply ridiculous. Great Britain has always been a steadfast ally to the United States of America and would remain so for ages to come.

I would also like to declare that Great Britain is currently embarking on a policy of Isolation and would not seek to enquire new territories unless they are being offered to Him. Great Britain is contented with the colonies that he hold and has recently aquire certain new territories and is not looking to extend his empire. He is currently suffering from empire fatigue. He has also recently mended ties with a wayward important colony and is currently in cloud nine. He has absolutely no interest in extending his empire in the world of MI unless offered by the colonies themselves.

Great Britain stands neutral in the inevitable conflict involving certain close allies over a particular country. But would like to wish these allies "Good Lucks, Happy Hunting."

school as always is a damn bore. and am i losing it? i think i am. but i do not know why. i think my tolerance is going to hit boiling point soon and i hope that day would not come. teachers jus like to pick on me for reasons unknown to me and i jus hate it. jus leave me alone. i want to be an island by myself. pick on other students, there are so many others.


why me?

1. i am a slacker.
2. i am downright lazy.
3. i believe in 1% hardwork,99% talent. only time i will put in my 100% effort is Final Exams. i believe in luck. the other thing that i will give my 101% is NCC. it is my life, it is my love, it is my commitment that drives me.
4. i believe in asking others to do homework and i stand one corner cheering them on and complete mine on a much later date.
5. i am quite tolerant most of the time but i am not afraid to tell you what i think if i think that it is wrong.
6. i am straightforward.
7. i can be crude at times.
8. i have many female frenz. so? does it mean a thing? guys, girls. what difference is there? they all come under the same catergory of friends.
9. i do not like making friends with people whom my friends know but i would rather go make my own friends.
10. i admit i pick and choose my friends. but who don't? experience taught me to pick and choose. i do not care what colour or size you are. if you are a good friend that is all that matters to me.
11. i think it is highly amusing with regard to some things but do not go overboard. and i hate people using my name to do certain things or get certain things done without my approval. it sucks. it just shows me that you are balless.
12. i hate talking about some things unless i wish to talk about it. and if you ask me when i do not want to talk about it all you will get is a "what the f*** you want" look.

so just fuck all these coz you do not know me. i am complex. i am mean. so what are you going to do? Sue me?

Something i saw on Elly's blog, decide to kop it and do :P

Name five of life's simple pleasures that you like most, then pick five people to do the same. Try to be original and creative and not use things that someone else has already used.

1. Reading. it calms the mind and makes u forget yourself totally as you will be in another world.
2. Staring out into the Sea & hearing the waves beat against the shore.
3. Hanging out with good friends.
4. Sampling the best food available.
5. Spending time alone as i rarely have the time for it

The tagged victim has to come up with 8 different points of their perfect lover. Need to mention the sex of the target. Tag 8 victims to join this game & leave a comment on their page saying they've been tagged. If tagged the 2nd time, theres no need to post again.

For Girls.

1. Loves the Sun and the great outdoors.

2. Long legs, short hair simply turns me on man. dun ask me why. it just does.

3. witty and funny. bimbotic girls are a turn off.

4. a good listener and will stand by me regardless of what happens.

5. Bitchiness and overpossessiveness is a big NONO!!! it will just make me want to leave u faster. i do not want to have to report to you like i am some sort of prisoner.

6. definitely girls that are not so hairy or hairless. can u imagine standing besides a gorrilla?

7. age isn't really a factor. because i will love her for the woman that she is and not because of her age. she can be older than me or way younger, to me she is the woman that i wanna spend time and effort with so does it matter how old she is? coz love jus comes naturally.

8. haha. and last but not least which guy doesn't want his girl to be great in bed? lol

Whoever reads this, you've been tagged! =)

post ophir trip

it is said often that it is the people that make a trip fun and not the trip itself. how true this sentence is as Ophir was really fun not because of the fact that it is overseas, but rather i went with a great bunch of people. cadets, CLTs, medic, teachers and even the rangers. i simply enjoyed the time that i had spend there.

over there, i've gotta knw a great bunch of cadets, namely the AMK & St Gab's Cadets. and i got to know Mr Tuang and Mr Tan much better and i grew to respect them even more.

The soaking of feet with the AMK cadets. the gambling with my Gabrielites. talk cock sessions with the teachers and CLTs. bonding sessions with Louisa & Bao Yi. Star-grazing. Soaking in the ice cold river. these are some of the things that i did there. too many to name as i did a lot of things there.

Thanks especially to Louisa and Bao Yi for making my trip such a fun one. haha. Bao Yi never failing to say hello whenever i walk past her and in such a cute way too, add on with that smile of her's. Louisa for the many entertaining conversations that we shared. haha. and how can i forget my gabrielites? the many gatherings that we had all through the trip and the card games that we had. Nury for her "bish bish" actions and the jacks that she never fail to deliver to poor Ben. Shuan and Ben for their entertaining entics. Rena for the food lol. Medic for his jokes. Mr Paul for his "persuasion speeches" Mr Tuang and Mr Tan for their combo talk kok skills. elfri, diannah. sibeella and gang for the fun time we had. and the list jus go on and on and on. so i just stop here.

haha. all in all it was a very fun trip.

i jus love these peeps. they jus rock my hols man!!!

Mount Ophir 2006

Mount Ophir Expedition 2006

Day 1

We book into camp at 7pm and settle the cadets, distributing the necessary stores, check passports, and attend the final debrief conducted by Commander Air. and after that it was bed time. haha. and once again, we the CLTs did not sleep.

Day 2

Half the day was spend travelling to Gunung Ledang Resort in Malaysia and the balance of the day was spend playin at the outdoor adventure course. haha. it was quite fun especially the flying fox. took it quite a number of times.






Day 3

We set off for base camp early in the morning at 8. reach there in 3 hrs. carryin our heavy bags we press on. and when we were there.....



Cadets Unpacking









Teachers Chilling











Soaking after a long climb up to base camp











Day 4

We began the trek at 0615 in the morning and reach the summit at 1030. out of the 3 groups that went up, we were the fastest. an achievement that is worth bragging about. along the way we met with many obstacles but we overcame them. haha. and the teachers and i were up last coz along the way we were talking stories.




St. Gab's All The Way!!!










AMKSS & I










Gabrielites at the Summit










Shuan & I










Rena & I 46th ROCKS!!!










Louisa & I acting cute










And not forgetting Bao Yi & I










Shuan, Malay Gurls & I









The View from the Top










Another Angle










Medic taking a short break













Going down that rock face












Goat's Mouth












What a long way it was from the Summit

















Down and Down we went









when we arrive down at base camp, it was so darn shiok. haha. our efforts finally paid off. and there we are back. the male teachers, male clts, medic went upstream to soak and enjoy a can of longan syrup. it was simply heavenly man. haha. can say that we guys really bonded there and then.

that night, we had a talk cock session with the teachers and we were all send laughing with the entics of benjamin. and it went late into the night. the rangers rocks too as they cook some food for us. though it was not something expensive, it was heavenly as we had not tasted such food in a long time.


Day5

Took us only 2 hours to climb down to the resort and after that it was recreation time for all of us. Hot Shower. Clear our bowels. lol. what to say? Sedap man!!!

Before Camp was broken.....













After Camp was Broken. Raring to Go.....















Bao Yi looking bored while we were breaking camp.....





















Teachers, CLTs, Medic (Our First Photo together after 5 days)











Gabrielites both past and present.....















My Air and Sea Cadets. Our Final Photo Together.....














Finally, after all of these it was HOME SWEET HOME!!!!

off to ophir

Off to Mount Ophir. guess this trip is really timely.

time for some reflection and some quality time alone up there. getting really tired of the happenings around me. it amuses me to do some of the things i do and what others think is really not that important. i don't seek to be politically correct as long as i love what i am doin. so don't assume me for the dude u think i am. i love what i am doing and that is important.

back frm bintan

PreU 3 Retreat

shall keep things short as i have to pack my bag for Ophir. shall add some interesting pics when i return.

reached bartley campus, gathered there and departed off for Tanah Merah Ferry Terminal for our journey towards Bintan. the ferry was crowded and toh tuck was noisy. distrubing the peace on deck. the sea was simply mesmerising, with the wind in your hair, the smell in your nose. i just love being out on deck whenever i have the opportunity to sit a ferry. to me, it's a time for reflection and for scenery watching. it gives me the feeling of freedom which i can never enjoy coz of rules, obligations and responsibilities.

before we knew it, we were enroute to Bintan. wooden buildings greeted us. the people from the resort were friendly and very service orientated. haha. and we had a personal driver to the resort. lol. along the way, the scenery that i see from the car gives one that kampung feeling. trees, wooden houses, developing city. seems like how singapore was like in the past.

we arrived at the resort in time for lunch and it was seafood and some opening address from the camp facilitator who seem to be pretty lame. after that marks the start of our retreat. i was pretty much put to sleep by the facilitators. it was lectures, lectures and more lectures. the weather was also very humid. we were sweating buckets even though the aircon was on.

after much tolerance, we were finally issued our rooms. mark, shi hong, eric, dom, teranz, sara and i shared a villa and began unpacking and chilling there. dinner was next on the agenda, which was followed by MI Idol Night. some of the performances were lame while some were really nice like the bollywood performance put up by Navin's class, 04A2 and the dance to the music of "Billie Jean".

well, as expected i ran away towards the end of the performance and went back to the villa myself to chill. after the guys return, we started on a game of RISK, dom was dominant throughout the game......and had booze all night long. we ordered room service too and the servings were pretty big, too much for us to handle.

the next morning, we started our day with a glass of Vodka each. and throughout the day we felt energised. haha. and when the others were sleeping, we were wide awake. the Vodka really helped man. it did not help too that the weather was hot and the aircon was not working. it was like sitting in a suana. mark and i were like singing throughout the entire jounrney. such fun time we had. the places that we visited though were not comparable with Niagara Falls, King's Park etc but it left a mark on me. it shows the difference in standard of living between us and them and how lucky i was to be born in Singapore. it was by a stroke of luck that i was born here, imagine if i was born there. things would have been different.

the highlight of that day and the entire retreat was the Spa that dom, mark, sara, inez, elly, renfeng, jibby and myself had. it was relaxing and throughout the entire massage i can hear my tendons cracking. haha. my massuer was also not bad looking so overall it was a darn nice massage. we soak in the jacuzzi too. after the massage, i felt more refreshed and ready to take on anybody.

but that lecture after dinner threw me back to square 1. i was darn tired and sleepy after that. and we called it an early night not long after we return. and poor mark, being the gentleman that he is went off to keep inez company.

the next day, we had outdoor activities. and the river crossing and fear factor was really fun. we were made to eat "worms" during fear factor and interestingly to say, i wasn't a bit at all scared. or rather i would say i have a nonchalent attitude towards it. i have my own fears, but such things are definitely not one of them. it was all in the mind. if you keep telling yourself that you cant do it, you sure cant. i think that explains why i am so confident in myself and that i believe in life nothing is impossible. that word do not exist in my dictionary. river crossing exposes some of the weaknesses of all of us and it was laid bare for all to see.

whatever was left for the entire day was left packing and preparing to go home. and we were delayed on the way back. and it was nearly 10pm that we reached singapore. came back home with Sam and her classmate onboard the bus was just the 3 of us. haha. talking cock and catching up on old times all the way. and finally it was home sweet home.

haha. one of the highlight of the trip was the booze that we had everyday. it was so cheap man that we drank like water. our entire fridge was stock up with bottles of Barcardi.

Beverage for the Day

Breakfast: Vodka
Lunch: Vodka
Dinner: Vodka

haha. life is simply great man.

Bintan.........Here I Come!!!!!!!!! Massage and Spa and Shopping and Sightseeing. LOL. Life is really fulfilling man.

1 more day to bintan

ok. 1 more day to PreU3 Retreat. i don't feel excited, i don't look forward to it. the mood somehow is lacking. i remember when i went to canada last year, i was so excited till i can't sleep. but now, i believe i can just sleep through Thursday and realise on Friday morning that my bag isn't pack yet? really big difference in attitude.

school as always is boring. nothing interesting about it. lessons, lessons, lessons. lectures, lectures, lectures. bored me simply to death. the only thing that still spark interest in me in school is _______ (fill in the blanks yourself) it could represent anything. :))

it's really tiring. hols pack to the brim by school lessons. i thought hols was suppose to be a time to recharge? why all the extra lessons? they are just making us more tired. i just hate this type of Education System man. to me Holidays = Rest. No lessons at all. Just pure recreation. doin the stuffs that i like and loved. going out with frenz. etc.

i feel that recently i got a little too vocal for my own good. it doesn't seem to be the original me. i seem to be finding fault with everyone and everything. Arghhhh. i really don't know la. what is happening to me? it must be because of that.

Fuck The World and Fuck Everything. and Fuck You (a human bean) especially la.

_l_ --> This finger is for You.

Ophir Expedition coming up too. :)) Here i come once again!!!

i want her

He wants to be there for Her........but is She there for someone else?

Just addiction.....pure addiction.....

Interesting Facts?
Glimpse of Hope?
Happy me?
Or izzit all just a dream?

scattered thoughts of a lost soul

Scattered Thoughts of a Lost Soul.

Enlightenment is what he seeks.

But none he gets.

Disillusion he has turned,

Critical he hopes not to be.

His life stopped when he made that choice.

Moving on doesn't seem to be a breeze.

It was too much to let go.

What does he want?

Now he doesn't know.

But for an answer, he will seek.

Why things seem to be getting from bad to worst?

Can't things be like how they were in the past?

As much as he trys not to assume, it just comes naturally,

He often ponders.

It's a bad start to a rather short week,

Nothing seems to be going his way recently.

Lady Luck seem to have abandon him.

Kick certain habits he knows he must.

But it is just not him.

Try he will, but his best may not come willingly.

What have he gotten himself into?

All he wants is to get out of this mess

It was something that should not have been started.

But it is too late to end the events set in motion.

Too many events happening at once.

Too many to cope.

Things are not what it seems to be.

Sorry does seem to be the hardest word

And now he believes

"Happily ever after" exists only in fairy tales.

The truth lies plainly for all to see.

dancing all night long

Firstly, i would like to wish my partner in crime, Sara

HAPPY 21st BIRTHDAY!!! *

*Note: Right now you are of legal age to do the following:

1. Have kids that you don't know about (though the legal age to have sex is 16)
2. Vote in the General Elections
3. Watch R(A) movies legally
4. Sign your own consent form (not that you have never sign before)
5. Write your own excuse letter legally
6. Watch Crazy Horse Paris
7. Help small 19 year old kids like us to sign our consent forms
8. Bring us out as we are considered as going out with an adult now

Guess what we did to celebrate this joyous occasion?

Dinner --> Strolling --> Pubbing --> Clubbing --> Home

Stage 1: We started off with dinner at Marche with the following people: Elly, Eric, Teranz, Dom, Poh Ru, Michelle, Marwinda, Farhan, Hamizah, Lyvia, Justina, Vat, Chitz and not forgetting myself and the Birthday Boy or i would say Man, Sara. it was more like a get together for frenz that have not seen each other for a long time and it was a truly wonderful time we had there.

Stage 2: Taking a train down to Clarke Quay and strolling along there in search of the perfect pub to be in. in the end, we settled for IndoChine. Elly, Teranz, Sara and i had a drink there while the others (vat, michelle, hamizah, marwinda, poh ru) went around searching for a happening club to go. we settled for a club called Desire after much searching.

Stage 3: By now, only poh ru, michelle, vat, sara and i were left. Elly and Teranz left us as they were quite tired. you should have seen elly man. she looked real shagged and yet she still accompany us. nice eh? haha. and in we went into the club. drinks first to get into the mood and there we go......Dancing to the Music. Wow. i must admit, vat is a real good dancer man. you should have seen her rock her body man! it was simply amazing. she can really shake it and move it! and there we are grooving to the music.

Shake it! Shake it! Shake it! Baby.......

we were on the dance floor for nearly 4 hours? bleahs. we could barely hear each other when we came out, all thankz to us standing just below the speakers. haha. and our legs were like jelly, no joke about that. another day perhaps we will club till morning.

Chitz. you owe us a clubbing trip or treat for abandoning us. wahahaha.

Finally, it was home sweet home for all of us. Econ Tution and Kayaking later. bleahs. i wonder whether can i take it. haha. i hope i do not fall asleep on the kayak. Mini Expedition later to Palau Ubin from Pasir Ris. Palau Ubin, Here i come!!!

sk is a flirt

Confessions from the Pope!!!

::eric-thomas clarence :. veritas vos liberabit :: :: says:
yes i am a flirt

what is wrong with our dear Eric Thomas Clarence Tan Seng Kiat? he just can't seem to make up his mind to which girl he likes.

: eric-thomas clarence :. veritas vos liberabit :: ::says:
i love hanis

followed by

: eric-thomas clarence :. veritas vos liberabit :: :: says:
i love caihua

and finally,

: eric-thomas clarence :. veritas vos liberabit :: :: says:
i love phoebe

haha. extracts from conversations with him. loving so many girls at once when some of us do not even have the luxury of choosing.

the fishes in the pond are plenty for him and limited for us. the envy of many men perharps?

popular among girls and unpopular among guys? haha. we will never know. *winks

i let you come to the conclusion yourself. Think man!!! the answer is obvious. There can be only one answer :P

why did things turn out like this?

haha. while on the train back home yesterday after a movie cum shopping cum dinner with dom, sara and teranz who join us only for the movie, i saw a publicity poster from Republic Poly. and guess what it says on it "Prove yourself without mugging" haha. i guess this is the phrase that best describe a few of my classmates and myself. but it does not always give us the results that we desire at times.

release of A Levels yesterday. there were tears of joy and tears of sadness all across the nation as JC/CI students got their results which will determine their future. oh and i got a C5 for my chinese. haha. i would have cried if i have gotten any higher than a C because i have to retake my chinese. bleahs. thank god for the result.

bought a rubber piggy as companion for my rubber ducky and a couple of swords for sparring with sara. lol. i guess before long we can open a toy shop in MI(B). haha. elly and gang is going to get sooo tramatise by the piggy. :P

why did things have to turn out this way? where is Lady Luck when i needed her?